Authors, English -- 20th century -- Biography; Blackwood, Algernon, 1869-1951
Waiting for Boyde’s step, listening all day, all night ... I needed my
books, my dreams, my inner crack, as I had never needed them before
during those horrible four days. They seemed an eternity. The long
nights, of course, were by far the worse; the dreams, the expectancy,
for ever anticipating the familiar tread of stockinged feet on the
stairs, wondering what in the world had happened, how things would
end.... Had he been arrested, perhaps for something terrible? They were
haunted nights that made me dread the first sign of coming dusk. It
seemed like weeks, an incalculable time altogether had passed since I
had seen him.... Then the spider took the place of the other vermin.
I have always particularly disliked spiders, and this one was the
father of them all; though it was the horror of him, not the physical
presence, that haunted my nights so persistently. He was, I am sure,
the Spider Idea. He originated in a room in Toronto, where a friend
foolishly let his prototype, a tarantula, escape, and where it hid all
night. It was my room. He came from Florida with a case of bananas. He
was very big, if sluggish, his swollen body and hairy black legs the
nastiest I had ever seen. I spent the night with this monster on the
loose, and the first thing in the morning I saw him, low down on the
wall, quite close to me. He had crept for warmth to a pipe near the hot
air register.
This spider now came at me, stirred into life by the chance activity
of some memory cell. He came crawling across the leads, dragging his
bulging body slowly, then feeling over the smooth glass with his legs
that were like black brushes a chimney sweep might use. Up the stairs
he came too, but sideways there, being too large to move in his usual
way; first three legs on one side, then three legs on the other,
heaving himself along, the mass of his body between them sloping like
a boat at sea. The fat body was derived, I’m sure, from the shock
of noticing Boyde’s well-fed appearance.... There were other things
besides the spider, the mind, doubtless, being a little overwrought.
One of these “other things” was real--a yellow-haired woman who aired
what the papers called her “shapely legs” in silk tights for a living.
Pauline M---- was her name, and she was leading lady in the “Night Owls
Company,” then playing at Tony Pastor’s Music Hall in 14th Street,
or, perhaps, it was at Koster and Biel’s Hall further up town. I have
forgotten. In any case, Boyde had mentioned the Company to me in some
connexion or other. He knew her.
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