Authors, English -- 20th century -- Biography; Blackwood, Algernon, 1869-1951
My mind resisted this idea. Several things, besides, were against it.
In the first place, we had voluntarily given up the hunt and I was
resigned to his escape; secondly and thirdly, I dreaded being out
in the bitter cold, and I badly needed the “assuaging balm” of old
Huebner’s needle. If the first two were negative inhibitions, the third
was decidedly positive. All three had to be conquered if I was to obey
the strange prompting which whispered, and kept on whispering: “Go out
and look. You’ll find him.”
There was, in addition, the usual minor conflict to which I had grown
quite accustomed, the conflict between my desire to be relieved of
an unpleasant “duty,” yet the conviction that it was a duty I had no
right to shirk. In spite of my resistance, at any rate, the prompting
strengthened; as night fell I grew more and more restless and uneasy;
until at last the touch of inevitability that lay behind it all
declared itself--and the breaking point was reached.
I could resist no longer; it was impossible to contain myself. I sprang
out of my chair and told Kay I was going out to catch Boyde.
“Don’t go,” he said. “Waste of time. He’s skipped long ago--been
warned.” He muttered something more about the intense cold. “You’ll
kill yourself.”
But the impulsion I felt was irresistible. It was as though some inner
power drove and guided me. As a matter of fact, I went straight to the
exact spot where, among the teeming millions of the great city, Boyde
was. Fifteen minutes earlier or later, I should have missed him. Also,
but for a chance hesitation later--lasting sixty seconds at most--he
would have seen me and escaped. The calculation, whether due to
intelligence or to coincidence, was amazingly precise. I left our room
at nine o’clock; at a quarter to ten I stood face to face with Boyde.
The wind was driving a fine dry dust of snow before it, and all who
could remained indoors. The streets were deserted; despite the nearness
of Christmas, signs of bustle and the usual holiday crowd were absent.
I walked very quickly to keep warm, an odd subconscious excitement in
me. I seemed to know exactly where I was going, though, had anybody
asked me, I could not have told them. Up 4th Avenue to 23rd Street,
then west across Broadway, I passed 6th and 7th Avenues, with only one
pause of a moment. At the corner of 7th Avenue I hesitated, uncertain
whether to turn north, or to continue west towards 8th Avenue. A
policeman was standing outside a saloon side-door, a man I had known
in the Tombs police court; an Irishman, of course. I recognized him,
He was friendly to me because I had used his name in a story; he
remembered me now. I produced the tin-type photograph. He inspected it
under the nearest electric light.
“Yep,” he said, “I seen that feller only a few minutes back--half an
hour maybe--only he’s lifted his mustache.”
“Shaved his moustache--yes?”
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