Authors, English -- 20th century -- Biography; Blackwood, Algernon, 1869-1951
He was a great addition to our party, if at the same time a great
drain on our purse. His keen, materialistic French mind was very
eager, logical, well-informed, and critical in a destructive sense, an
iconoclast if ever there was one. All forms of belief were idols it
was his great delight to destroy; faith was superstition; cosmogonies
were inventions of men whose natural feebleness forced them to seek
something bigger and more wonderful than themselves; creeds, from
primitive animism to Buddhism and Christianity, were, similarly,
man-made, with a dose of pretentious ethics thrown in; while soul,
spirit, survival after death, were creations of human vanity and
egoism, and had not a single atom of evidence to support them from the
beginning of the world to date. Naturally, he disbelieved everything
that I believed, and, naturally, too, our arguments left us both
precisely where we started. But they helped the evenings, often hungry
evenings, to pass without monotony; and when, as sometimes though but
rarely happened, Louis had come by a drop of absinthe, monotony was
entirely forgotten. He would sit crossed-legged on his mattress, his
brown eyes sparkling in the round little face, his thick curly black
hair looking like stiff wire, his podgy hands gesticulating, his
language voluble in French and English mixed, his infectious laughter
ringing and bubbling out from time to time--and the evening would pass
like magic. He was charged with poetry and music too. On absinthe
evenings, indeed, it was difficult to get any sleep at all ... and
the first thing in the morning he would be hunting for “snipe” on all
fours, cursing life and fate, in a black depression which made him
think of suicide, and looking like a yellow Chinese God of Luck that
had come to life.
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