Authors, English -- 20th century -- Biography; Blackwood, Algernon, 1869-1951
It was all in the proper spirit of gold-seeking adventure, begad! and
the comic-opera touch, so far as I was concerned, had not yet quite
fully appeared. I had cut loose from everything. I felt as though I
were jumping off the rim of the planet into unknown space. It was
a delightful, reckless, half naughty, half childish, feeling. “To
hell with civilization!” was its note. At the back of the mind lay
a series of highly-coloured pictures: Men made fortunes in a night,
human life was cheap, six-shooters lay beside tin mugs at camp-fire
breakfasts, and bags of “dust” were tossed across faro-tables from one
desperado in a broad-brimmed hat to another who was either an Oxford
don _incognito_, or an unfrocked clergyman, or a younger son concealing
tragic beauty in an over-cultured heart, with perhaps an unclaimed
title on his strawberry-marked skin. R.M., too, was forever talking
about staking claims: “We’ll get grub-staked by some fellow.... If
we only pan a few ounces per day it’ll mean success ...” to all of
which Paxton emitted his “Ouch! Ouch!” as a strong man who said little
because he preferred action to words.
I, meanwhile, had no accurate information to supply, though I was the
promoter of the expedition. I paraded the newspaper accounts. They were
of little use. Nothing, in fact, was of any use. We were in different
worlds. _They_ were in an Emigrant Sleeper skirting the shores of Lake
Superior. _I_ was on the look-out for the Witch of Atlas, wandering
through the pine forest of the Cascine near Pisa, dreaming in the
Indian Caucasus, or watching Serchio’s stream. Even “Ouch! Ouch!” could
not keep me in Ontario for long.
It all lies down the wrong end of that ever-lengthening telescope now,
our trip to the Rainy River Gold Fields. Happy, careless, foolish days
of sunlight, liberty, wood-smoke and virgin wilderness. Useless days,
of course, yet sweetly perfumed as in a dream of fairyland. I revelled
in them. New York was still close enough to lend them some incredible
glamour by contrast. That no gold came our way was nothing, that the
days came to an end was bitter. Fading into mist, behind veils of blue
smoke, yet lit by sheets of burning sunshine, lies the faint outline
still. Each year drops another gauze curtain over an entrancing and
ridiculous adventure that for my companions was disappointingly empty,
but to me was filled to the brim with wonder and delight. A few sharp
pictures, rather disconnected, defy both veils and curtains, set
against a dim background of wild forest, a blue winding river with
strange red shores, swift rapids, and cosy camp-fires at dawn, at
sunset, beneath the stars, beneath the moon. The stillness of those
grand woods is unforgettable; the voice of the river was unceasing,
yet broke no silence; the smells of balsam, resinous pitch-pine, cedar
smoke rise like incense above the memory of it all.
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