Authors, English -- 20th century -- Biography; Blackwood, Algernon, 1869-1951
Between the unsavoury world I had lived in so long and the new one I
had now entered, the Old Man of Visions, himself at home in all and
every kind of world, always seemed a bridge. His personality spread
imaginatively, as it were, over all grades and through all strata of
humanity. In my slow upward climb he seemed to hand me on, and in
return for his unfailing guidance it was possible to make his own
conditions a trifle more comfortable: possible, but not easy, because
there was no help he needed and did not positively scorn. He watched
my welfare with unfailing interest, but nothing would induce him to
buy a new hat, a new frock-coat, an umbrella or a pair of gloves. “Our
memories, at any given moment,” says Bergson, “form a solid whole,
a pyramid, so to speak, whose point is inserted precisely into our
present action.” On that “point” old Louis still drives through my mind
and wields an influence to-day....
The happier period with James Speyer was, of course, an episode,
like my other experiences. It was wonderful to draw a good salary
regularly for pleasant work; to have long holidays in the Adirondacks,
or moose-shooting in the woods north of the Canadian Pacific Railway;
wonderful, too, when my employer went to Europe for three months, to
know myself in charge of such big interests, with a power of attorney
to sign all cheques. But the usual restlessness was soon on me again,
desire for a change stirred in my blood. The Spanish-American War, I
remember, made me think of joining Roosevelt’s Rough Riders, a scheme
both Speyer and Louis strongly disapproved, and that an attack of
typhoid fever rendered impossible in any case.
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