Authors, English -- 20th century -- Biography; Blackwood, Algernon, 1869-1951
I lay waiting, listening for his step. Far below I would hear it, down
in the well of the sleeping house, even on the first flight of stairs.
It mounted, mounted, stealthy, cautious, coming nearer and nearer, but
always at the same steady pace. It never hastened. As it approached,
rising through the stillness of the night, my heart would begin to
beat; I dreaded the moment when our landing would be reached, still
more the actual opening of our door. I listened, smothering my breath,
trying to lessen the loud thumping against my ribs. The steps _might_
not be his, after all; it might be someone else; that stealthy tread
might pass my door without opening it and go upstairs. Then, when at
last the handle rattled faintly, the door opened, and I saw him slowly
enter, carrying his boots in his hand, my first instinct always was
to--scream. Then he would smile, the eye-glass would drop from his
eye, he would begin his explanations and excuses, and my dread soon
evaporated in the friendliest of intimate talk.
So well, at last, did I learn to recognize his approach, that I knew
the moment he opened the front door three flights below. The sound of
the handle with its clink of metal, the dull thud as the big thing
closed--I was never once mistaken. In my fitful snatches of sleep these
sounds stole in, shaping my dreams, determining both cause and climax
of incessant nightmares which, drawing upon present things and recent
memories, and invariably including the personality of Boyde, made those
waiting hours a recurrent horror. I would fight in vain to keep awake.
Only when he was safely asleep at my side did the nightmares cease.
I had once seen Dixon, a Toronto photographer, walk across the Niagara
river, just below the Falls; he used Blondin’s old tight-rope; he lay
down on his back half way over, turned round, knelt, hovered on one
foot, using an immense balancing pole. Thousands watched him from both
shores on a day of baking sunshine; his background was the massive main
waterfall, slowly rolling down and over; below him swirled and boiled
the awful rapids. Dixon now came walking, walking in my dream again. I
could hear his soft tread as his stockinged feet gripped the cable that
swayed slightly as it sagged to the centre half way across. The sound,
the figure came nearer; it came at me; it--was not Dixon after all.
It was Boyde.... Then, as he moved with slow, creeping tread, nearer,
ever nearer, I perceived suddenly that the rope was gone. There was no
rope. He walked on empty air towards me--towards--_me_. I was appalled,
speechless, paralyzed. That figure walking on space, walking towards
me, walking remorselessly nearer was terrible.... The next second the
door opened and Boyde stood peering at me round the edge, his boots in
his hands.
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