Erema; Or, My Father's SinBlackmore, R. D. (Richard Doddridge)
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Erema; Or, My Father's Sin
Blackmore, R. D. (Richard Doddridge)
California -- History -- 19th century -- Fiction; Fathers and daughters -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
“I grieve to intrude upon large ideas,” he said, as I rose and looked at
him, “but I act under positive orders now. A lady knows what is best
for a lady. Mrs. Hockin has been looking from the window, and she thinks
that you ought not to be sitting in the sun like this. There has been
a case of sun-stroke at Southbourne--a young lady meditating under the
cliff--and she begs you to accept this palm leaf.”
I thought of the many miles I had wandered under the fierce Californian
sun; but I would not speak to him of that. “Thank you,” I said; “it was
very kind of her to think of it, and of you to do it. But will it be
safe for you to go back without it?”
“Oh, why should I do so?” he answered, with a tone of mock pathos which
provoked me always, though I never could believe it to be meant in
ridicule of me, for that would have been too low a thing; and, besides,
I never spoke so. “Could you bear to see me slain by the shafts of the
sun? Miss Castlewood, this parasol is amply large for both of us.”
I would not answer him in his own vein, because I never liked his vein
at all; though I was not so entirely possessed as to want every body to
be like myself.
“Thank you; I mean to stay here,” I said; “you may either leave the
parasol or take it, whichever will be less troublesome. At any rate, I
shall not use it.”
A gentleman, according to my ideas, would have bowed and gone upon his
way; but Sir Montague Hockin would have no rebuff. He seemed to look
upon me as a child, such as average English girls, fresh from little
schools, would be. Nothing more annoyed me, after all my thoughts and
dream of some power in myself, than this.
“Perhaps I might tell you a thing or two,” he said, while I kept gazing
at some fishing-boats, and sat down again, as a sign for him to go--“a
little thing or two of which you have no idea, even in your most lonely
musings, which might have a very deep interest for you. Do you think
that I came to this hole to see the sea? Or that fussy old muff of a
Major's doings?”
“Perhaps you would like me to tell him your opinion of his intellect and
great plans,” I answered. “And after all his kindness to you!”
“You never will do that,” he said; “because you are a lady, and will not
repeat what is said in confidence. I could help you materially in your
great object, if you would only make a friend of me.”
“And what would your own object be? The pure anxiety to do right?”
“Partly, and I might say mainly, that; also an ambition for your good
opinion, which seems so inaccessible. But you will think me selfish if I
even hint at any condition of any kind. Every body I have ever met with
likes me, except Miss Castlewood.”
As he spoke he glanced down his fine amber-colored beard, shining in the
sun, and even in the sun showing no gray hair (for a reason which Mrs.
Hockin told me afterward), and he seemed to think it hard that a man
with such a beard should be valued lightly.
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