Erema; Or, My Father's SinBlackmore, R. D. (Richard Doddridge)
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Erema; Or, My Father's Sin
Blackmore, R. D. (Richard Doddridge)
California -- History -- 19th century -- Fiction; Fathers and daughters -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
My cousin received me with kindly warmth, and kissed me gently on the
forehead. “My dear, how very well you look!” he said. “Your native air
has agreed with you. I was getting, in my quiet way, rather sedulous
and self-reproachful about you. But you would have your own way, like a
young American; and it seems that you were right.”
“It was quite right,” I answered, with a hearty kiss, for I never could
be cold-natured; and this was my only one of near kin, so far, at least,
as my knowledge went. “I was quite right in going; and I have done good.
At any rate, I have found out something--something that may not be of
any kind of use; but still it makes me hope things.”
With that, in as few words as ever I could use, I told Lord Castlewood
the whole of Jacob's tale, particularly looking at him all the while I
spoke, to settle in my own mind whether the idea of such a thing was new
to him. Concerning that, however, I could make out nothing. My cousin,
at his time of life, and after so much travelling, had much too large a
share of mind and long skill of experience for me to make any thing out
of his face beyond his own intention. And whether he had suspicion or
not of any thing at all like what I was describing, or any body having
to do with it, was more than I ever might have known, if I had not
gathered up my courage and put the question outright to him. I told
him that if I was wrong in asking, he was not to answer; but, right or
wrong, ask him I must.
“The question is natural, and not at all improper,” replied Lord
Castlewood, standing a moment for change of pain, which was all his
relief. “Indeed, I expected you to ask me that before. But, Erema, I
have also had to ask myself about it, whether I have any right to answer
you. And I have decided not to do so, unless you will pledge yourself to
one thing.”
“I will pledge myself to any thing,” I answered, rashly; “I do not care
what it is, if only to get at the bottom of this mystery.”
“I scarcely think you will hold good to your words when you hear what
you have to promise. The condition upon which I tell you what I believe
to be the cause of all is, that you let things remain as they are, and
keep silence forever about them.”
“Oh, you can not be so cruel, so atrocious!” I cried, in my bitter
disappointment. “What good would it be for me to know things thus, and
let the vile wrong continue? Surely you are not bound to lay on me a
condition so impossible?”
“After much consideration and strong wish to have it otherwise, I have
concluded that I am so bound.”
“In duty to my father, or the family, or what? Forgive me for asking,
but it does seem so hard.”
“It seems hard, my dear, and it is hard as well,” he answered, very
gently, yet showing in his eyes and lips no chance of any yielding. “But
remember that I do not know, I only guess, the secret; and if you give
the pledge I speak of, you merely follow in your father's steps.”
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