To this obvious and simple plan I could see but two objections that
deserved the name,—the first, that perhaps Arowhena would not come; the
second, that it was almost impossible for me to escape even alone, for
the king had himself told me that I was to consider myself a prisoner
on parole, and that the first sign of my endeavouring to escape would
cause me to be sent to one of the hospitals for incurables. Besides, I
did not know the geography of the country, and even were I to try and
find my way back, I should be discovered long before I had reached the
pass over which I had come. How then could I hope to be able to take
Arowhena with me? For days and days I turned these difficulties over in
my mind, and at last hit upon as wild a plan as was ever suggested by
extremity. This was to meet the second difficulty: the first gave me
less uneasiness, for when Arowhena and I next met after our interview
in the garden I could see that she had suffered not less acutely than
myself.
I resolved that I would have another interview with her—the last for
the present—that I would then leave her, and set to work upon maturing
my plan as fast as possible. We got a chance of being alone together,
and then I gave myself the loose rein, and told her how passionately
and devotedly I loved her. She said little in return, but her tears
(which I could not refrain from answering with my own) and the little
she did say were quite enough to show me that I should meet with no
obstacle from her. Then I asked her whether she would run a terrible
risk which we should share in common, if, in case of success, I could
take her to my own people, to the home of my mother and sisters, who
would welcome her very gladly. At the same time I pointed out that the
chances of failure were far greater than those of success, and that the
probability was that even though I could get so far as to carry my
design into execution, it would end in death to us both.
I was not mistaken in her; she said that she believed I loved her as
much as she loved me, and that she would brave anything if I could only
assure her that what I proposed would not be thought dishonourable in
England; she could not live without me, and would rather die with me
than alone; that death was perhaps the best for us both; that I must
plan, and that when the hour came I was to send for her, and trust her
not to fail me; and so after many tears and embraces, we tore ourselves
away.
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