The weary time dragged on. How I longed for my unhappy watch! I felt as
though not even time was moving, so dumb and spell-bound were our
surroundings. Sometimes I would feel my pulse, and count its beats for
half-an-hour together; anything to mark the time—to prove that it was
there, and to assure myself that we were within the blessed range of
its influence, and not gone adrift into the timelessness of eternity.
I had been doing this for the twentieth or thirtieth time, and had
fallen into a light sleep: I dreamed wildly of a journey in an express
train, and of arriving at a railway station where the air was full of
the sound of locomotive engines blowing off steam with a horrible and
tremendous hissing; I woke frightened and uneasy, but the hissing and
crashing noises pursued me now that I was awake, and forced me to own
that they were real. What they were I knew not, but they grew gradually
fainter and fainter, and after a time were lost. In a few hours the
clouds broke, and I saw beneath me that which made the chilled blood
run colder in my veins. I saw the sea, and nothing but the sea; in the
main black, but flecked with white heads of storm-tossed, angry waves.
Arowhena was sleeping quietly at the bottom of the car, and as I looked
at her sweet and saintly beauty, I groaned, and cursed myself for the
misery into which I had brought her; but there was nothing for it now.
I sat and waited for the worst, and presently I saw signs as though
that worst were soon to be at hand, for the balloon had begun to sink.
On first seeing the sea I had been impressed with the idea that we must
have been falling, but now there could be no mistake, we were sinking,
and that fast. I threw out a bag of ballast, and for a time we rose
again, but in the course of a few hours the sinking recommenced, and I
threw out another bag.
Then the battle commenced in earnest. It lasted all that afternoon and
through the night until the following evening. I had seen never a sail
nor a sign of a sail, though I had half blinded myself with straining
my eyes incessantly in every direction; we had parted with everything
but the clothes which we had upon our backs; food and water were gone,
all thrown out to the wheeling albatrosses, in order to save us a few
hours or even minutes from the sea. I did not throw away the books till
we were within a few feet of the water, and clung to my manuscripts to
the very last. Hope there seemed none whatever—yet, strangely enough we
were neither of us utterly hopeless, and even when the evil that we
dreaded was upon us, and that which we greatly feared had come, we sat
in the car of the balloon with the waters up to our middle, and still
smiled with a ghastly hopefulness to one another.
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