Eric; Or, Little by LittleFarrar, F. W. (Frederic William)
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Eric; Or, Little by Little
Farrar, F. W. (Frederic William)
Schools -- Fiction
“Yes, he’s just been gazetted as lieutenant. I had a letter from him the
other day. He’s met two old Roslyn fellows, Wildney and Upton, the
latter of whom is now Captain Upton; he says that there are not two
finer or manlier officers in the whole service, and Wildney, as you may
easily guess, is the favorite of the mess-room. You know, I suppose,
that Graham is making a great start at the bar.”
“Is he? I’m delighted to hear it.”
“Yes. He had a ‘mauvais sujet’ to defend the other day, in the person of
our old enemy, Brigson, who, having been at last disowned by his
relations, is at present a policeman in London.”
“On the principle, I suppose, of ‘Set a thief to catch a thief,’” said
Montagu, with a smile.
“Yes; but he exemplifies the truth ‘chassez le naturel, il revient au
galop’ for he was charged with abetting a street fight between two boys,
which very nearly ended fatally. However, he was penitent, and Graham
got him off with wonderful cleverness.”
“Ah!” said Montagu, sighing, “there was _one_ who would have been the
pride of Roslyn had he lived Poor, poor Eric!”
We talked long of our loved friend; his bright face, his winning words,
his merry smile, came back to us with the memory of his melancholy fate,
and a deep sadness fell over us.
“Poor boy, he is at peace now,” said Montagu; and he told me once more
the sorrowful particulars of his death. “Shall I read you some verses?”
he asked, “which he must have composed, poor fellow, on board the
‘Stormy Petrel,’ though he probably wrote them at Fairholm afterwards.”
“Yes, do.”
And Montagu, in his pleasant musical voice, read me, with much feeling,
these lines, written in Eric’s boyish hand, and signed with his name.
ALONE, YET NOT ALONE.
Alone, alone! ah, weary soul,
In all the world alone I stand,
With none to wed their hearts to mine,
Or link in mine a loving hand.
Ah! I tell me not that I have those
Who owe the ties of blood and name,
Or pitying friends who love me well,
And dear returns of friendship claim.
I have, I have! but none can heal,
And none shall see my inward woe,
And the deep thoughts within me veiled
No other heart but mine shall know.
And yet amid my sins and shames
The shield of God is o’er me thrown
And, ’neath its awful shade I feel
Alone,--yet, ah, not all alone!
Not all alone! and though my life
Be dragged along the stained earth,
O God! I feel thee near me still,
And thank thee for my birth!
E.W.
Montagu gave me the paper, and I cherish it as my dearest memorial of my
erring but noble schoolboy friend.
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