Eric, or Little by LittleFarrar, F. W. (Frederic William)
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Eric, or Little by Little
Farrar, F. W. (Frederic William)
Schools -- Fiction
And the thought of Russell mingled with all--Russell, as he fondly
imaged him now, glorified with the glory of heaven, crowned, and in
white robes, and with a palm in his hand. Yes, he had walked and talked
with one of the Holy Ones. Had Edwin's death quenched his human
affections, and altered his human heart? If not, might not he be there
even now, leaning over his friend with the beauty of his invisible
presence? The thought startled him, and seemed to give an awful lustre
to the moonbeam which fell into the room. No! he could not endure such
a presence now, with his weak conscience and corrupted heart; and Eric
hid his head under the clothes, and shut his eyes.
Once more the pang of separation entered like iron into his soul.
Should he ever meet Russell again? What if _he_ had died instead of
Edwin, where would he have been? "Oh no! no!" he murmured aloud, as the
terrible thought came over him of his own utter unfitness for death, and
the possibility that he might never never again hear the beloved
accents, or gaze on the cherished countenance of his school friend.
In this tumult of accusing thoughts he fell asleep; but that night the
dew of blessing did not fall for him on the fields of sleep. He was
frightened by unbidden dreams, in all of which his conscience obtruded
on him his sinfulness, and his affection called up the haunting
lineaments of the dear dead face. He was wandering down a path, at the
end of which Russell stood with beckoning hand inviting him earnestly to
join him there; he saw his bright ingenuous smile, and heard, as of old,
his joyous words, and he hastened to meet him; when suddenly the
boy-figure disappeared, and in its place he saw the stern brow, and
gleaming garments, and drawn flaming sword of the Avenger. And then he
was in a great wood alone, and wandering, when the well-known voice
called his name, and entreated him to turn from that evil place; and he
longed to turn,--but, whenever he tried, ghostly hands seemed to wave
him back again, and irresistible cords to drag him into the dark forest,
amid the sound of mocking laughs. Then he was sinking, sinking, sinking
into a gulf, deep and darker even than the inner darkness of a
sin-desolated heart; sinking, helplessly, hopelessly, everlastingly;
while far away, like a star, stood the loved figure in light infinitely
above him, and with pleading hands implored his deliverance, but could
not prevail; and Eric was still sinking, sinking infinitely, when the
agony awoke him with a violent start and stifled scream.
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