“To control my own temper it is necessary for me to keep reminding
myself that you love me.... Perhaps you wouldn’t speak that way if you
didn’t.... Perhaps men are that way.... I’m sorry I’m not dining with
you.... I’m sorry because I’m in love with you.... And always will
be.... Good-night, dear.”
“Eris!”
“Yes, dear.”
“I’m ashamed--penitent--miserable. I’m rottenly jealous----”
“Darling! You have no cause----”
“No. But--I can’t bear to think of you alone with other men. I know
it’s all right. I know also that jealousy is a low-down, common,
disgusting, contemptible emotion----”
“Barry! I _want_ you to be properly jealous of my safety and
well-being. I adore it in you, you funny, delightful boy! I’m not
experienced with men, but I’m beginning to understand you. Darling! You
may even swear at me if you want to--if you do it’s because you’re in
love with me.”
The girl, laughing, heard the boy sigh: “It’s doing queer things to
me,” he said, “--this love business. All I can think of is you; and
when you’re away I just dope myself with work.... I don’t mean to be
selfish----”
“I _want_ you to be. Be a perfect pig if you like, darling. Bully me,
threaten, monopolise me--oh, my dear, my dear, give me my allotted time
to work, learn, and make good; and then I promise--I _promise_ you
all that is within me to give--mind and soul, Barry--utter devotion,
gratitude unmeasured, all, all of me--darling!----”
She was late,--nearly three-quarters of an hour late, when she arrived
at Albert Smull’s apartment on Park Avenue.
A man servant directed her to a rear room fitted amazingly like the
boudoirs she had read about.
It was a charming place hung with a sort of silvery rose-silk; and on
an ivory-tinted dresser everything that femininity could require, brand
new and sealed.
But Eris spent only a moment at the mirror, and, the next, she was
shaking hands with Albert Smull in a delightful lounging room, slightly
aromatic with a melange of flowers and tobacco.
“I’m sorry to be late,” she said with smiling concern, “but I’m so
relieved to find that Mr. Donnell hasn’t yet arrived.”
“We won’t wait dinner for him anyway,” said Smull with his near and
eager smile. “He’ll have to take his chances, Eris.... I say, you’re
stunning in that gown!”
“Oh, do you like it?” she said politely.
He repeated emphatically his admiration; seemed inclined to touch the
black fabric; expatiate on fashion, suitability, harmony of snowy skin,
red hair, and the smartness of dead black--“Only the young dare wear
it, and usually they’re too stupid to until they’re too old to.”
A grave-faced servant brought three cocktails.
“Come, now, Eris, it’s time you learned,” he insisted. “Be a good
fellow and you won’t be sorry. I’ve got to drink Frank’s cocktail
anyway. You’ll have it on your conscience if I have to drink yours too!”
To be rid of his insistence she touched her lips to her glass, set it
back on the tray, and wiped her lips when he wasn’t looking.
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