Ernest Linwood; or, The Inner Life of the AuthorHentz, Caroline Lee
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Ernest Linwood; or, The Inner Life of the Author
Hentz, Caroline Lee
Fiction
"You question me too closely, Edith. It will not do for me to speak as
extravagantly as you do. I am not his sister, and the praise that falls
so sweetly from your tongue, would sound bold and inappropriate from
mine. I never knew before how strong a sister's love could be, Edith.
Surely you can never feel a stronger passion."
"Never," she cried earnestly, and coming in, she sat down on the side of
the bed and unbound the ribbon from her slender waist. "The misfortune
that has set me apart from my youthful companions will prevent me from
indulging in the dreams of love. I know my mother does not wish me to
marry, and I have never thought of the possibility of leaving her. I
would not dare to give this frail frame and too tenderly indulged heart
into the keeping of one who could never, never bestow the love, the
boundless love, which has surrounded me from infancy, like the firmament
of heaven. I have been sought in marriage more than once, it might be
for reputed wealth or for imagined charms; but when I compared my
would-be lovers to Ernest, they faded into such utter insignificance, I
could scarcely pardon their presumption. I do not think he has ever
loved himself. I do not think he has ever seen one worthy of his love. I
believe it would kill me, Gabriella, to know that he loved another
better than myself."
For the first time I thought Edith selfish, and that she carried the
romance of sisterly affection too far.
"You wish him, then, to be an old bachelor!" said I, smiling.
"Oh! don't apply to him such a horrid name. I did not think of that.
Good night, darling. Mamma would scold me, if she knew I was up talking
nonsense, instead of being in bed and asleep, like a good, obedient
child." She kissed me and retired but it was long before I fell asleep.
CHAPTER XVII.
The next morning, as I was coming up the steps with my white muslin
apron fall of gathered flowers, I met Ernest Linwood. I was always an
early riser. Dear, faithful Peggy had taught me this rural habit, and I
have reason to bless her for it.
"I see where you get your roses," said he; I knew he did not mean the
roses in my apron, and those to which he alluded grew brighter as he
spoke.
"Am I indebted to you for the beautiful flowers in my own apartment?" he
asked, as he turned back and entered the house with me, "or was it
Edith's sisterly hand placed them there?"
"Are you pleased with them?" I said, with a childish delight. It seemed
to me a great thing that he had noticed them at all. "As Edith is lame,
she indulges me in carrying out her own sweet tastes. I assure you I
esteem it an inestimable privilege."
"You love flowers, then?"
"O yes, passionately. I have almost an idolatrous love for them."
"And does it not make you sad to see them wither away, in spite of your
passionate love?"
"Yes, but others bloom in their stead. 'T is but a change from blossom
to blossom."
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