We men are impenetrable. Spirits, like solid bodies, can only
communicate with one another by the contact of surfaces, not by
penetrating one another, still less by fusing together.
You have heard me say a thousand times that most spirits seem to me
like crustaceans, with the bone outside and the flesh inside. And when
in some book that I have forgotten I read what a painful and terrible
thing it would be if the human spirit were to be incarnated in a crab
and had to make use of the crab’s senses, organs and members, I said to
myself: “This is what actually happens; we are all unfortunate crabs,
shut up in hard shells.”
And the poet is he whose flesh emerges from the shell, whose soul oozes
forth. And when, in our hours of anguish or joy, our soul oozes forth,
we are all of us poets.
And that is why I believe that it is necessary to agitate the masses,
to shake men and winnow them as in a sieve, to throw against one
another, in order to see if in this way their shells will not break
and their spirits flow forth, whether they will not mingle and unite
with one another, and whether the real collective spirit, the soul of
humanity, may not thus be welded together.
But the sad thing is, if we are to go by past experience, that all
these mutual rubbings and clashings, far from breaking the shells,
harden, thicken and enlarge them. They are like corns that grow larger
and stronger with rubbing. Although perhaps it is that the clashes are
not violent enough. And in any case it must be clashing, not rubbing. I
do not like to rub against people but to clash against them; I do not
like to approach people obliquely and glance off them at a tangent, but
to meet them frontally, and if possible split them in two. It is the
best service I can do them. And there is no better preparation for this
task than solitude.
It is very sad that we have to communicate with one another by
touching, at most by rubbing, through the medium of the hard shells
that isolate us from one another. And I am convinced that this hard
shell becomes weaker and more delicate, in solitude, until it changes
into the most tenuous membrane which permits of the action of osmosis
and exosmosis. And that is why I believe that it is solitude that makes
men really sociable and human.
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