The natural association of the sentiment of love with the heyday of the
blood seems to require that in order to portray it in vivid tints,
which every youth and maid should confess to be true to their throbbing
experience, one must not be too old. The delicious fancies of youth
reject the least savor of a mature philosophy, as chilling with age and
pedantry their purple bloom. And therefore I know I incur the
imputation of unnecessary hardness and stoicism from those who compose
the Court and Parliament of Love. But from these formidable censors I
shall appeal to my seniors. For it is to be considered that this
passion of which we speak, though it begin with the young, yet forsakes
not the old, or rather suffers no one who is truly its servant to grow
old, but makes the aged participators of it not less than the tender
maiden, though in a different and nobler sort. For it is a fire that
kindling its first embers in the narrow nook of a private bosom, caught
from a wandering spark out of another private heart, glows and enlarges
until it warms and beams upon multitudes of men and women, upon the
universal heart of all, and so lights up the whole world and all nature
with its generous flames. It matters not therefore whether we attempt
to describe the passion at twenty, at thirty, or at eighty years. He
who paints it at the first period will lose some of its later, he who
paints it at the last, some of its earlier traits. Only it is to be
hoped that by patience and the Muses’ aid we may attain to that inward
view of the law which shall describe a truth ever young and beautiful,
so central that it shall commend itself to the eye, at whatever angle
beholden.
And the first condition is, that we must leave a too close and
lingering adherence to facts, and study the sentiment as it appeared in
hope and not in history. For each man sees his own life defaced and
disfigured, as the life of man is not, to his imagination. Each man
sees over his own experience a certain stain of error, whilst that of
other men looks fair and ideal. Let any man go back to those delicious
relations which make the beauty of his life, which have given him
sincerest instruction and nourishment, he will shrink and moan. Alas! I
know not why, but infinite compunctions embitter in mature life the
remembrances of budding joy and cover every beloved name. Every thing
is beautiful seen from the point of the intellect, or as truth. But all
is sour, if seen as experience. Details are melancholy; the plan is
seemly and noble. In the actual world—the painful kingdom of time and
place—dwell care, and canker, and fear. With thought, with the ideal,
is immortal hilarity, the rose of joy. Round it all the Muses sing. But
grief cleaves to names, and persons, and the partial interests of
to-day and yesterday.
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