I awoke this morning with devout thanksgiving for my friends, the old
and the new. Shall I not call God the Beautiful, who daily showeth
himself so to me in his gifts? I chide society, I embrace solitude, and
yet I am not so ungrateful as not to see the wise, the lovely and the
noble-minded, as from time to time they pass my gate. Who hears me, who
understands me, becomes mine,—a possession for all time. Nor is Nature
so poor but she gives me this joy several times, and thus we weave
social threads of our own, a new web of relations; and, as many
thoughts in succession substantiate themselves, we shall by and by
stand in a new world of our own creation, and no longer strangers and
pilgrims in a traditionary globe. My friends have come to me unsought.
The great God gave them to me. By oldest right, by the divine affinity
of virtue with itself, I find them, or rather not I but the Deity in me
and in them derides and cancels the thick walls of individual
character, relation, age, sex, circumstance, at which he usually
connives, and now makes many one. High thanks I owe you, excellent
lovers, who carry out the world for me to new and noble depths, and
enlarge the meaning of all my thoughts. These are new poetry of the
first Bard,—poetry without stop,—hymn, ode and epic, poetry still
flowing, Apollo and the Muses chanting still. Will these too separate
themselves from me again, or some of them? I know not, but I fear it
not; for my relation to them is so pure, that we hold by simple
affinity, and the Genius of my life being thus social, the same
affinity will exert its energy on whomsoever is as noble as these men
and women, wherever I may be.
I confess to an extreme tenderness of nature on this point. It is
almost dangerous to me to “crush the sweet poison of misused wine” of
the affections. A new person is to me a great event and hinders me from
sleep. I have often had fine fancies about persons which have given me
delicious hours; but the joy ends in the day; it yields no fruit.
Thought is not born of it; my action is very little modified. I must
feel pride in my friend’s accomplishments as if they were mine, and a
property in his virtues. I feel as warmly when he is praised, as the
lover when he hears applause of his engaged maiden. We over-estimate
the conscience of our friend. His goodness seems better than our
goodness, his nature finer, his temptations less. Every thing that is
his,—his name, his form, his dress, books and instruments,—fancy
enhances. Our own thought sounds new and larger from his mouth.
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