England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Governesses -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"She has gradually got worse and worse," continued Uncle Geoffrey; "it
is not ordinary rheumatic fever; there is certainly sciatica, and a
touch of pleurisy; the chill on her enfeebled, worn-out frame has been
deadly, and there is no knowing the mischief that may follow. I would
not have you told before this, for after a nasty accident like yours, a
person is not fit for much. Let me look at you, child. I must own you
don't stem much amiss. Now listen to me, Esther. I have elected Deborah
head-nurse, and you must work under her orders. Bless me," catching a
glimpse of a crimson disappointed face, for I certainly felt
crestfallen at this, "a chit like you cannot be expected to know
everything. Deb is a splendid nurse; she has a head on her shoulders,
that woman," with a little chuckle; "she has just put your mother out
of the room, because she says that she is no more use than a baby, so
you will have to wheedle yourself into her good graces if you expect to
nurse Carrie."
"Why did you send for me, if you expect me to be of no use?" I
returned, with decided temper, for this remark chafed me; but he only
chuckled again.
"Deborah sent for you, not I," he said, in an amused voice. "'Couldn't
we have Miss Esther home?' she asked; 'she has her wits about her,'
which I am afraid was a hit at somebody."
This soothed me down a little, for my dignity was sadly affronted that
Deborah should be mistress of the sick room. I am afraid after all that
I was not different from other girls, and had not yet outgrown what
mother called the "porcupine stage" of girlhood, when one bristles all
over at every supposed slight, armed at every point with minor
prejudices, like "quills upon the fretful porcupine."
Uncle Geoffrey bade me run along, for he was busy, so I went upstairs
swallowing discontent with every step, until I looked up and saw
mother's pale sad face watching me from a doorway, and then every
unworthy feeling vanished.
"Oh, my darling, thank Heaven I have you again!" she murmured, folding
me in her loving arms; "my dear child, who has never given me a
moment's anxiety." And then I knew how heavily Carrie's willfulness had
weighed on that patient heart.
She drew me half weeping into Carrie's little room, and we sat down
together hand in hand. The invalid had been moved into mother's room,
as it was large and sunny, and I could hear Deborah moving quietly as I
passed the door.
Mother would not speak about Carrie at first; she asked after Dot, and
was full of gratitude to Miss Ruth for taking care of him; and then the
dear soul cried over me, and said she had nearly lost us both, and that
but for me her darling boy would have been drowned. Mr. Lucas had told
her so.
"He was full of your praises, Esther," she went on, drying her eyes;
"he says he and Miss Ruth will be your fast friends through life; that
there is nothing he would not do to show his gratitude; it made me so
proud to hear it."
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