England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Governesses -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Every one was very kind to me. Uncle Geoffrey would take me on his
rounds, and often Miss Ruth and Flurry would call for me, and drive me
into the country, and they brought me books and fruit and lovely
flowers for Carrie's room; and though I never saw Mr. Lucas during his
few brief visits he never failed to send me a kind message or to ask if
there was anything he could do for us.
Miss Ruth, or Ruth, as I always called her now, would sometimes come up
into the sickroom and sit for a few minutes. Carrie liked to see her,
and always greeted her with a smile; but when Mrs. Smedley heard of it,
and rather peremptorily demanded admittance, she turned very pale, and
calling me to her, charged me, in an agitated voice, never to let her
in. "I could not see her, I could not," she went on, excitedly. "I like
Miss Ruth; she is so gentle and quiet. But I want no one but you and
mother."
Mother once--very injudiciously, as Uncle Geoffrey and I thought--tried
to shake this resolution of Carrie's.
"Poor Mrs. Smedley seems so very grieved and disappointed that you will
not see her, my dear. This is the third time she has called this week,
and she has been so kind to you."
"Oh, mother, don't make me see her!" pleaded Carrie, even her lips
turning white; and of course mother kissed her and promised that she
should not be troubled. But when she had left the room Carrie became
very much agitated.
"She is the last I ought to see, for she helped to bring me to this;
she taught me to disobey my mother--yes, Esther, she did indeed!" as I
expostulated in a shocked manner. "She was always telling me that my
standard was not high enough--that I ought to look above even the
wisest earthly parents. She said my mother had old-fashioned notions of
duty; that things were different in her young days; that, in spite of
her goodness, she had narrow views; that it was impossible for her even
to comprehend me."
"Dear Carrie, surely you could not have agreed with her?" I asked,
gently; but her only answer was a sigh as she sank back upon her
pillows.
It was the evening Allan was expected, I remember. It was December now,
and for nine weeks I had been shut up in that room, with the exception
of my daily walk or drive.
Deborah had gone back to her usual work; it was impossible to spare her
longer. But she still helped in the heaviest part of the nursing, and
came from time to time to look after us both.
Dot had remained for six weeks at the Cedars; but mother missed him so
much that Uncle Geoffrey decided to bring him home; and how glad and
thankful I was to get my darling back!
I saw very little of him, however, for, strange to say, Carrie did not
care for him and Jack to stay long in the room. I was not surprised
that Jack fidgeted her, for she was restless and noisy, and her loud
voice and awkward manners would jar sadly on an invalid; but Dot was
different.
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