England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Governesses -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Of course it was Allan; no one but himself would come in with that
alert step and cheerful voice.
"Well, Carrie, my dear," he said, affectionately, bending over her as
she looked up at him--whatever he felt at the sight of her changed face
he kept to himself; he kissed me without a word and took his seat by
the bedside.
"You know, Allan?" she whispered, as he took her hand.
"Yes, I know; Uncle Geoffrey has told me; but it may not be as bad as
you think--you have much for which to be thankful; for weeks he never
thought you would get over it. What does it matter about the lameness,
Carrie, when you have come back to us from the very jaws of death?" and
his voice trembled a little.
"I felt badly about it until Esther talked to me," she returned.
"Esther has been such a nurse to me, Allan."
He looked at me as she said this, and his eyes glistened. "Esther is
Esther," he replied, laconically; but I knew then how I satisfied him.
"When we were alone together that night--for I waited downstairs to say
good-night to him, while Deborah stayed with Carrie--he suddenly drew
me toward him and looked in my face.
"Poor child," he said, tenderly, "it is time I came home to relieve
you; you have grown a visionary, unsubstantial Esther, with large eyes
and a thin face; but somehow I never liked the look of you so well."
That made me smile. "Oh, Allan, how nice it is to have you with me
again!"
"Nice! I should think so; what walks we will have, by the bye. I mean
to have Carrie downstairs before a week is over; what is the good of
you both moping upstairs? I shall alter all that."
"She is too weak too move," I returned, dubiously.
"But she is not too weak to be carried. You are keeping her too quiet,
and she wants rousing a little; she feeds too much on her own thoughts,
and it is bad for her; she is such a little saint, you know," continued
Allan, half jestingly, "she wants to be leavened a little with our
wickedness.
"She is good; you would say so if you heard her."
"Not a bit more good than some other people--Miss Ruth, for example;"
but I could see from his mischievous eyes that he was not thinking of
Ruth. How well and handsome he was looking: he had grown broader, and
there was an air of manliness about him--"my bonnie lad," as I called
him.
I went to bed that night with greater contentment in my heart, because
Allan had come home; and even Carrie seemed cheered by the hopeful view
he had taken of her case.
"He thinks, perhaps, that after some years I may not be quite so
helpless," she whispered, as I said good-night to her, and her face
looked composed and quiet in the fading firelight; "anyhow, I mean to
bear it as well as I can, and not give you more trouble."
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