England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Governesses -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"I wonder at Dr. Cameron letting a child like you work so hard," he
retorted, quite abruptly. He had called me child twice, and I was
eighteen and a half, and feeling so old--so old. I fancy Ruth saw my
lip quiver, for she hastily interposed:
"Let her sit down, Giles, and I will give her some tea. She looks as
cold as a little starved robin."
And after that no one spoke again of my altered looks. It troubled me
for a few minutes, and then it passed out of my mind.
After all, it could not be helped if I were a little thin and worn. The
strain of those three months had been terrible; the daily spectacle of
physical suffering before my eyes, the wakeful nights, the long
monotonous days, and then the shock of knowing that Carrie must be a
cripple, had all been too much for me.
We talked about it presently, while Flurry sat like a mouse at my feet,
turning over the pages of a new book of fairy tales. The kind sympathy
they both showed me broke down the barrier of my girlish reserve, and I
found comfort in speaking of the dreary past. I did not mind Mr. Lucas
in the least: he showed such evident interest in all I told them. After
dinner he joined us again in the drawing-room, instead of going as
usual for a short time to his study.
"When are you coming back to stay with us?" he asked, suddenly, as he
stirred the logs until they emitted a shower of sparks.
"Yes," echoed his sister, "Carrie is so much better now that we think
it is high time for you to resume your duties; poor Flurry has been
neglected enough."
My answer was simply to look at them both; the idea of renewing work
had never occurred to me; how could Carrie spare me? And yet ought I
not to do my part all the more, now she was laid by? For a moment the
sense of conflicting duties oppressed me.
"Please do not look pale over it," observed Mr. Lucas, kindly; "but you
do not mean, I suppose, to be always chained to your sister's couch?
That will do neither of you any good."
"Oh, no, I must work, of course," I returned, breathlessly. "Carrie
will not be able to do anything, so it is the more necessary for me,
but not yet--not until we have her downstairs."
"Then we will give you three weeks' grace," observed Mr. Lucas, coolly.
"It is as you say, with your usual good sense, absolutely necessary
that one of you should work; and as Flurry has been without a governess
long enough, we shall expect you to resume your duties in three weeks'
time."
I was a little perplexed by this speech, it was so dignified and
peremptory; but looking up I could see a little smile breaking out at
the corner of his mouth. Ruth too seemed amused.
"Very well," I returned in the same voice; "I must be punctual, or I
shall expect my dismissal."
"Of course you must be punctual," he retorted; and the subject dropped,
but I perceived he was in earnest under his jesting way. Flurry's
governess was wanted back, that was clear.
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