England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Governesses -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
I had never been idle; but now the day never seemed long enough for my
numerous occupations, and yet they were summer days, too.
The early rising was now an enjoyment to me. I used to work in the
garden or conservatory before breakfast, and how delicious those hours
were when the birds and I had it all to ourselves; and I hardly know
which sang the loudest, for I was very happy, very happy indeed,
without knowing why. I think this unreasoning and unreasonable
happiness is an attribute of youth.
I had got over my foolish disappointment about the Cedars. Ruth kept
her word nobly, and she and Flurry came perpetually to the cottage.
Sometimes I spent an afternoon or evening at the Cedars, and then I
always saw Mr. Lucas, and he was most friendly and pleasant. He used to
talk of coming down one afternoon to see how I was getting on with my
fernery, but it was a long time before he kept his promise.
The brief cloud, or whatever it was, had vanished and he was his own
genial self. Flurry had not another governess, but Ruth gave her
lessons sometimes, and on her bad days her father heard them. It was
rather desultory teaching, and I used to shake my head rather solemnly
when I heard of it; but Ruth always said that Giles wished it to be so
for the present. The child was not strong, and was growing fast, and it
would not hurt her to run wild a little.
When breakfast was over, Dot and I worked hard; and in the afternoon I
generally read to Carrie; she was far less of an invalid now, and used
to busy herself with work for the poor while she lay on her couch and
listened. She used to get mother to help her sometimes, and then Carrie
would look so happy as she planned how this garment was to be for old
Nanny Stables, and the next for her little grandson Jemmy. With
returning strength came the old, unselfish desire to benefit others. It
put her quite into spirits one day when Mrs. Smedley asked her to cover
some books for the Sunday school.
"How good of her to think of it; it is just work that I can do!" she
said, gratefully; and for the rest of the day she looked like the old
Carrie again.
Allan came to see us nearly every evening. Oh, those delicious summer
evenings! how vividly even now they seem to rise before me, though
many, many happy years lie between me and them.
Somehow it had grown a sort of habit with us to spend them on the
common. Mother loved the sweet fresh air, and would sit for hours among
the furze bushes and gorse, knitting placidly, and watching the
children at their play, or the cottagers at work in their gardens; and
Uncle Geoffrey, in his old felt hat, would sit beside her, reading the
papers.
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