England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Governesses -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"Mr. Lucas wants me, and Flurry. Oh, my darling, forgive me!" as a big
tear rolled down his cheek. "I shall always love you, Dot; you will not
lose me. Oh, dear! oh dear! what am I to say to him, Allan?"
"You will not love me the most any longer, Essie."
And as I took him in my arms and kissed him passionately his cheek felt
wet against mine.
"Oh, Frankie, fie for shame!" interrupted Allan. "You have made Esther
cry, and just now, when she was so happy. I did not think you were so
selfish."
But I would not let him go on. I knew where the pain lay. Dot was
jealous for the first time in his life, and for a long time he refused
to be comforted.
Allan left us together by-and-by, and I took my darling on my lap and
listened to his childish exposition of grief and the recital of
grievances that were very real to him. How Flurry would always have me,
and he (Dot) would be dull and left out in the cold. How Mr. Lucas was
a very nice man; but he was so old, and he did not want him for a
brother--indeed, he did not want a brother at all.
He had Allan and that big, stupid Fred--for Dot, for once in his sweet
life, was decidedly cross. And then he confided to me that he loved
Carrie very much, but not half so well as he loved me. He wished Mr.
Lucas had taken her instead. She was very nice and very pretty, and all
that, and why hadn't he?
But here I thought it high time to interpose.
"But, Dot, I should not have liked that at all. And I am so happy," I
whispered.
"You love him--that old, old man, Essie!" in unmitigated astonishment.
"He is not old at all," I returned, indignantly; for, in spite of his
iron-gray hair, Mr. Lucas could hardly be forty, and was still a
young-looking man.
Dot gave a wicked little smile at that. In his present mood he rather
enjoyed vexing me.
I got him in a better frame of mind by-and-by. I hardly knew what I
said, but I kissed him, and cried and told him how unhappy he made me,
and how pleased mother and Carrie and Jack were; and after that he left
off saying sharp things, and treated me to a series of penitent hugs,
and promised that he would not be cross with "my little girl" Flurry;
for after that day he always persisted in calling her "my little girl."
Dot had been a little exhausting, so I went down to the bench near the
fernery to cool myself and secure a little quiet, and there Ruth found
me. I saw her coming over the grass with outstretched hands, and such a
smile on her dear face; and though I was so shy that I could scarcely
greet her, I could feel by the way she kissed me how glad--how very
glad--she was.
"Dear Esther! My dear new sister!" she whispered.
"Oh, Ruth, is it true?" I returned, blushing. "Last night it seemed
real, but this morning I feel half in a dream. It will do me good to
know that you are really pleased about this."
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