England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Governesses -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Such a long story I told him; but the gist of it was this; Carrie had
been very imprudent; she would not let well alone, or be content with a
sufficient round of duties. She worked hard with her pupils all day,
and besides that she had a district and Sunday school; and now Mrs.
Smedley had persuaded her to devote two evenings of her scanty leisure
to the night school.
"I think it is very hard and unjust to us," I continued rather
excitedly. "We have so little of Carrie--only just the odds and ends of
time she can spare us. Mrs. Smedley has no right to dictate to us all,
and to work Carrie in the way she does. She has got an influence over
her, and she uses it for her own purposes, and Carrie is weak to yield
so entirely to her judgment; she coaxes her and flatters her, and talks
about her high standard and unselfish zeal for the work; but I can't
understand it, and I don't think it right for Carrie to be Mrs.
Smedley's parochial drudge."
"I will talk to Carrie," returned Allan, grimly; and he would not say
another word on the subject. But I forgot all my grievances during the
happy evening that followed.
Allan was in such spirits! As frolicsome as a boy, he would not let us
be dull, and so his talk never flagged for a moment. Dot laughed till
the tears ran down his cheeks when Allan kicked over the mending
basket, and finally ordered Martha to take it away. When Carrie
returned from the night school, she found us all gathered round the
fire in peaceful idleness, listening to Allan's stories, with Dot on
the rug, basking in the heat like a youthful salamander.
I think Allan must have followed her up to her room, for just as I was
laying my head on the pillow there was a knock at the door, and Carrie
entered with her candle, fully dressed, and with a dark circle round
her eyes.
She put down the light, so as not to wake Jack, and sat down by my side
with a weary sigh.
"Why did you all set Allan to talk to me?" she began reproachfully.
"Why should I listen to him more than to you or mother? I begin to see
that a man's foes are indeed of his own household."
I bit my lips to keep in a torrent of angry words. I was out of
patience with Carrie, even a saint ought to have common sense, I
thought, and I was so tired and sleepy, and to-morrow was Christmas Day.
"I could not sleep until I came and told you what I thought about it,"
she went on in her serious monotone. I don't think she even noticed my
exasperated silence. "It is of no use for Allan to come and preach his
wordly wisdom to me; we do not measure things by the same standard, he
and I. You are better, Esther, but your hard matter-of-fact reasoning
shocks me sometimes."
"Oh, Carrie! why don't you create a world of your own," I demanded,
scornfully, "if we none of us please you--not even Allan?"
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