England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Governesses -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"I think nothing to your discredit, Miss Cameron. I am too grateful to
you for making my little girl's life less lonely. I feel much happier
about her now, and so does my sister." And then, as dinner was
announced, he turned away and offered his arm to Mrs. Smedley.
Mr. Smedley took me in and sat by me, but after a few cursory
observations he left me to my own devices and talked to Miss Ruth. I
was a little disappointed at this, for I preferred him infinitely to
his wife, and I had always found his sermons very helpful; but I heard
afterward that he never liked talking to young ladies, and did not know
what to say to them. Carrie was an exception. She was too great a
favorite with them both ever to be neglected. Mr. Lucas' attention was
fully occupied by his voluble neighbor. Now and then he addressed a
word to me, that I might not feel myself slighted, but Mrs. Smedley
never seconded his efforts.
Ever since I had refused to teach in the Sunday school she had regarded
me with much head-shaking and severity. To her I was simply a
frivolous, uninteresting young person, too headstrong to be guided. She
always spoke pityingly of "your poor sister Esther" to Carrie, as
though I were in a lamentable condition. I know she had heard of
Flurry's doll, her look was so utterly contemptuous.
To my dismay she commenced talking to Mr. Lucas about Carrie. It was
very bad taste, I thought, with her sister sitting opposite to her; but
Carrie was Mrs. Smedley's present hobby, and she always rode her hobby
to death. No one else heard her, for they were all engaged with Miss
Ruth.
"Such an admirable creature," she was saying, when my attention was
attracted to the conversation; "a most lovely person and mind, and yet
so truly humble. I confess I love her as though she were a daughter of
my own." Fancy being Mrs. Smedley's daughter! Happily, for their own
sakes, she had no children. "Augustus feels just the same; he thinks so
highly of her. Would you believe it, Mr. Lucas, that though she is a
daily governess like her sister," with a sharp glance at poor little
miserable me, "that that dear devoted girl takes house to house
visitation in that dreadful Nightingale lane and Rowley street?" Was it
my fancy, or did Mr. Lucas shrug his shoulders dubiously at this? As
Mrs. Smedley paused here a moment, as though she expected an answer, he
muttered, "Very praiseworthy, I am sure," in a slightly bored tone.
"She has a class in the Sunday-school besides, and now she gives two
evenings a week to Mr. Smedley's night school. She is a pattern to all
the young ladies of the place, as I do not fail to tell them."
Why Mr. Lucas looked at me at that moment I do not know, but something
in my face seemed to strike him, for he said, in a curious sort of
tone, that meant a great deal, if I had only understood it:
"You do not follow in your sister's footsteps, then, Miss Cameron?"
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