England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Governesses -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
I am afraid that long visit spoiled me a little; it was so pleasant
resuming some of the old luxuries. Instead of the cold bare room where
Jack and I slept, for, in spite of all our efforts, it did look bare in
the winter, I found a bright fire burning in my cozy little chamber,
and casting warm ruddy gleams over the white china tiles; the wax
candles stood ready for lighting on the toilet table; my dressing gown
was aging in company with my slippers; everything so snug and essential
to comfort, to the very eider-down quilt that looked so tempting.
Then in the morning, just to dress myself and go down to the pleasant
dining-room, with the great logs spluttering out a bright welcome, and
the breakfast table loaded with many a dainty. No shivering Dot to
coerce into good humor; no feckless Jack to frown into order; no grim
Deborah to coax and help. Was it very wicked that I felt all this a
relief? Then how deliciously the days passed; the few lessons with
Flurry, more play than work; the inspiriting ramble ending generally
with a peep at mother and Dot!
The cozy luncheons, at which Flurry and I made our dinners, where
Flurry sat in state at the bottom of the table and carved the pudding,
and gave herself small airs of consequence, and then the long quiet
afternoons with Miss Ruth.
I used to write letters at her dictation, and read to her, not
altogether dry reading, for she dearly loved an amusing book. It was
the "Chronicles of Carlingford" we read, I remember; and how she
praised the whole series, calling them pleasant wholesome pictures of
life. We used to be quite sorry when Rhoda, the rosy-cheeked housemaid,
brought up the little brass kettle, and I had to leave off to make Miss
Ruth's tea. Mr. Lucas always came up when that was over, to sit with
his sister a little and tell her all the news of the day, while I went
down to Flurry, whom I always found seated on the library sofa, with
her white frock spreading out like wings, waiting to sit with father
while he ate his dinner.
I always had supper in Miss Ruth's room, and never left her again till
nurse came in to put her comfortable for the night. Flurry used to run
in on her way to bed to hug us both and tell us what father had said.
"You are father's treasure, his one ewe lamb, are you not?" said Miss
Ruth once, as she drew the child fondly toward her; and when she had
gone, running off with her merry laugh, she spoke almost with a sigh of
her brother's love for the child.
"Giles's love for her almost resembles idolatry. The child is like him,
but she has poor Florence's eyes and her bright happy nature. I tremble
sometimes to think what would become of him if he lost her. I have
lived long enough to know that God sometimes takes away 'the desire of
a man's eyes, all that he holds most dear.'"
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