England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Governesses -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"That is a pity," he returned, slowly, as though he were revolving not
my words, but some thoughts in his own mind. "Do you know I was
thinking of something when you looked up just now. I was wondering why
you should not remain with us altogether." I put down my knitting at
that, and looked him full in the face; I was so intensely surprised at
his words. "You and my sister are such friends; it would be pleasant
for her to have you for a constant companion, for I am often busy and
tired, and----" He paused as though he would have added something, but
thought better of it. "And she is much alone. A young lively girl would
rouse her and do her good, and Flurry would be glad of you."
"I should like it very much," I returned, hesitatingly, "if it were not
for mother and Dot." Just for the moment the offer dazzled me and
blinded my common sense. Always to occupy my snug little pink chamber;
to sit with Miss Ruth in this warm, luxurious drawing-room; to be
waited on, petted, spoiled, as Miss Ruth always spoiled people. No
wonder such a prospect allured a girl of seventeen.
"Oh, they will do without you," he returned, with a man's indifference
to female argument. He and Allan were alike in the facility with which
they would knock over one's pet theories. "You are like other young
people, Miss Cameron; you think the world cannot get on without you.
When you are older you will get rid of this idea," he continued,
turning amused eyes on my youthful perplexity. "It is only the young
who think one cannot do without them," finished this worldly-wise
observer of human nature.
Somehow that stung me and put me on my mettle, and in a moment I had
arrayed the whole of my feeble forces against so arbitrary an
arrangement of my destiny.
"I cannot help what other young people think," I said, in rather a
perverse manner; "they may be wise or foolish as they like, but I am
sure of one thing, that mother and Dot cannot do without me."
I am afraid my speech was rather rude and abrupt, but Mr. Lucas did not
seem to mind it. His eyes still retained their amused twinkle, but he
condescended to argue the point more seriously with me, and sat down in
Miss Ruth's low chair, as though to bring himself more on a level with
me.
"Let me give you a piece of advice, Miss Cameron; never be too sure of
anything. Granted that your mother will miss you very badly at first (I
can grant you that, if you like), but there is your sister to console
her; and that irresistible Jack--how can your mother, a sensible woman
in her way, let a girl go through life with such a name?"
"She will not answer to any other,"' I returned, half offended at this
piece of plain speaking; but it was true we had tried Jacqueline, and
Lina, and Jack had always remained obstinately deaf.
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