England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Governesses -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"Oh, yes," I returned, with a sort of sigh, as I glanced round the room
where I had passed the evenings so pleasantly of late, and thought of
the mending basket at home. I was naughty, I confess it; there were
absolutely tears in my eyes, as I ran out into the cold dusk of a
February evening.
The streets were wet and gleaming, the shop lights glimmered on pools
of rain-water; icy drops pattered down on my face; the brewers' horses
steamed as they passed with the empty dray; the few foot passengers in
High street shuffled along as hastily as they could; even Polly
Pattison's rosy face looked puckered up with cold as she put up the
shutters of the Dairy.
Uncle Geoffrey's voice hailed me on the doorstep.
"Here you are, little woman. Welcome home! We have missed Dame Bustle
dreadfully;" and as he kissed me heartily I could not help stroking his
rough, wet coat sleeve in a sort of penitent way.
"Have you really missed me? It is good of you to say so, Uncle Geoff."
"The house has not felt the same," he returned, pushing me in before
him, and bidding me shake my cloak as I took it off in the passage.
And then the door opened, and dear mother came out to help me. As I
felt her gentle touch, and heard Dot's feeble "Hurrah! here is Esther!"
the uncomfortable, discontented feelings vanished, and my better self
regained the mastery. Yes, it was homely and shabby; but oh! so sunny
and warm! I forgot Miss Ruth when Dot's beautiful little face raised
itself from the cushions of the sofa, on which I had placed him, and he
put his arms round me as I knelt down beside him, and whispered that
his back was bad, and his legs felt funny, and he was so glad I was
home again, for Martha was cross, and had hard scrubby hands, and hurt
him often, though she did not mean it. This and much more did Dot
whisper in his childish confidence.
Then Jack came flying in, with Smudge, as usual, in her arms, and a
most tumultuous welcome followed. And then came Carrie, with her soft
kiss and few quiet words. I thought she looked paler and thinner than
when I left home, but prettier than ever; and she, too, seemed pleased
to see me. I took off my things as quickly as I could--not stopping to
look round the somewhat disorderly room, where Jack had worked her
sweet will for the last month--and joined the family at the tea-table.
And afterward I sat close to mother, and talked to her as I mended one
of Dot's shirts.
Now and then my thoughts strayed to a far different scene--to a room
lighted up with wax candles in silver sconces, and the white china lamp
that always stood on Miss Ruth's little table.
I could see in my mind's eye the trim little figure in black silk and
lace ruffles, the diamonds gleaming on the small white hands. Flurry
would be on the rug in her white frock, playing with the Persian
kittens; most likely her father would be watching her from his armchair.
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