Esto perpetua : $b Algerian studies and impressionsBelloc, Hilaire
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Esto perpetua : $b Algerian studies and impressions
Belloc, Hilaire
Algeria -- Description and travel
Europe filled me as I looked out over the bows, and I saluted her though
she could not see me nor I her. I considered how she had made us all,
how she was our mother and our author, and how in that authority of hers
and of her religion a man was free. On this account, although I had no
wine (for I had drunk it long before and thrown the bottle overboard), I
drank in my soul to her destiny. I had just come back from the land
which Europe had reconquered, and which, please God, she shall
continually hold, and I said to myself, “Remain for ever.”
“We pass. There is nothing in ourselves that remains. But do you remain
for ever. What happens to this life of ours, which we had from you,
_Salvâ Fide_, I cannot tell: save that it changes and is not taken away.
They say that nations perish and that at last the race itself shall
decline; it is better for us of the faith to believe that you are
preserved, and that your preservation is the standing grace of this
world.”
It was in this watch of the early morning that I called out to her
“_Esto perpetua!_” which means in her undying language: “You shall not
die”; and remembering this I have determined to give my rambling book
that title.
* * * * *
[Sidenote: It Dawns]
In a little while it began to be dawn; but as yet I saw no land. I saw
before me a boundary of waters tumbling all about, but I did not feel
alone upon that sea. I felt rather as a man feels on some lake inland,
knowing well that there is governed country upon every side.
This is the way in which a man leaves Africa and comes back to the shore
which Christendom has never lost.
But all the while as he goes from Africa northwards, steering for the
Balearics and the harbours of Spain, he remembers that other iron
boundary of the Sahara which shuts us in, and the barrier against which
his journey struck and turned. The silence permits him to recall most
vividly the last of the oases under Atlas upon the edge of the wild.
[Sidenote: The End]
There, where the fresh torrent that has nourished the grove is already
sinking, stagnant and brackish, to its end, a little palm-tree lives all
alone and cherishes its life. Beyond it there is nothing whatsoever but
the line of the sand.
[Illustration]
FINIS
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Transcriber’s Notes
1. Standardized hyphenated words when the same word appeared in the
text as both hyphenated and non-hyphenated.
2. Silently corrected palpable typographical errors; retained
non-standard spellings and dialect.
3. Italic text in the original is delimited by underscores.
4. Bold text in the original is delimited by equals signs.
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