Etheldreda the Ready: A School StoryVaizey, George de Horne, Mrs.
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Etheldreda the Ready: A School Story
Vaizey, George de Horne, Mrs.
Girls -- Conduct of life -- Juvenile fiction; Schools -- Juvenile fiction
"You must let me choose the bridesmaids' dresses, and help to arrange
the drawing-room. I should have it green, with white paint; but you
must be awfully particular about the shade. I've got a wonderful eye
for colour--Fraulein says so. So _that_ was why you never listened when
people spoke to you, and kept on smiling in that silly way! I asked
mother, but she put me off. Rowena, tell me. What did he say?"
"_Dreda_!"
Rowena, drawing herself up with a most grown-up access of hauteur, gave
it to be understood that such questions were an outrage on good taste,
and her younger sister was obliged to turn to subjects less embarrassing
and intimate.
"Well, how did you feel then, when it was all settled and you had time
to think?"
"Very happy--utterly happy and contented. There seemed nothing I could
wish altered; except, oh, Dreda, I was sorry about the past. I wanted
to tell you about that, so that you might be warned in time. Father and
mother were so sweet to Guy and me; they never seemed to think of
themselves, but only of our happiness; but when I said good-night I saw
the tears in mother's eyes, and I said to myself, `You had the chance of
helping her when she was in trouble and of showing her what a comfort a
daughter could be; but you were cross and selfish, and threw _it_ aside,
and now _it_ is too late. It can never, never come back. You have
missed your chance.' That thought was like a cloud over my happiness.
I had felt so disappointed to miss my season in London, so angry at
having to teach Maud, so ill-used at being shut up in the country, that
I had no time to be sorry for anyone but myself. I made things _worse_
for mother by moping and looking cross and dull, and I was a Tartar to
Maud. Poor old Maud! She was far more patient with me than I was with
her; and after all, Dreda, it was here, in the place I hated, living the
life I dreaded, that I met Guy, the big, big prize of my life! I feel
so much older since I was engaged. One seems to _understand_ everything
so differently. And I have thought of you so often, dear, and hoped
that you may never lose your chance as I have done mine. Your _home_
chance, I mean--the chance of being a real good daughter to father and
mother. Then you can never reproach yourself as I do now."
Dreda stared with big, surprised eyes. Well might Rowena say that she
was changed! It might have been mother herself who was speaking. Such
gravity, such penitence, such humility, were new indeed from the lips of
the erstwhile proud and complacent young beauty! Dreda lay awake that
night pondering over the great news of the day, with all its
consequences to Rowena and herself.
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