Etheldreda the Ready: A School StoryVaizey, George de Horne, Mrs.
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Etheldreda the Ready: A School Story
Vaizey, George de Horne, Mrs.
Girls -- Conduct of life -- Juvenile fiction; Schools -- Juvenile fiction
"My dear, don't mention it. I have suffered too, and I _quite_
understand. Pneumonia's hateful! I never could have imagined that it
was possible to feel so ill. I couldn't have thought of anyone in the
world, but just how to draw the next breath.--It _is_ so nice to feel
well again; but I'm dreadfully sympathetic about your knee. When you
were lying with your head on my knee that afternoon, I was sorry I'd
been so disagreeable at school. You feel such _remorse_ when you've
snapped at people, and then see them all white and still, with their
eyes turned up.--I thought such lots of thoughts that afternoon, and I'm
going to be quite different at school. Much nicer--you see if I'm not!"
Nora shook her head, and her eyes sank in painful discomfiture.
"No! I shan't see. I shan't be there. The doctor says I shall not be
fit for school. I shall never go back to West End. Perhaps it's just
as well. The girls never liked me very much, and now it would be worse
than ever--and Miss Drake--Miss Drake would be furious! ... I never
meant to tell, but I've been miserable ever since, and now I've broken
my knee--and, when I lay awake crying with pain those first awful nights
I made up my mind to tell, whether it was found out or not. It's awful
to have a pain in your body and in your mind as well. Did you guess it
was me, Dreda?"
"You--_what_?" queried Dreda vacantly. Then the colour rushed into her
face, and half a dozen questions tripped together on her tongue. "Oh-h,
was it _you_ who hid my things? All the things I lost? My pencils, my
books, my gloves, the clock that I heard ticking in my hat-box, my
slippers that were on the top of the wardrobe? Oh, Norah, _why_? What
made you do it? Was it for fun?"
Norah shook her head.
"Oh, no. The most deadly earnest. You were Susan's chum, and you
patronised me, and gave yourself airs, and I was angry and jealous, and
_wanted_ to vex you. It was the only thing I could think of, and it
amused me to see you fume and rage. I hid them all--every single thing.
So now you know!"
Dreda sat open-mouthed and aghast. What she felt was not so much horror
at thought of the deliberate unkindness, as sheer bewilderment at the
discovery that a human being existed who cherished a positive dislike to
her irresistible self. She had disliked Norah--that had seemed natural
enough--but that Norah should return that dislike was a thought which
had not even vaguely suggested itself to her mind. It was as if an
earthquake had shaken the foundations of her complacent self-esteem.
She had a second vision of herself as a novice coming among old pupils
and companions, laying down the law, starting new enterprises, claiming
the first place, and with it came also a new insight into Norah's
suffering, seeing all that had been denied to herself bequeathed so
lavishly to a stranger. Instead of the expected outburst of anger,
Norah saw with amazement the big tears rise in Dreda's eyes.
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