Etheldreda the Ready: A School StoryVaizey, George de Horne, Mrs.
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Etheldreda the Ready: A School Story
Vaizey, George de Horne, Mrs.
Girls -- Conduct of life -- Juvenile fiction; Schools -- Juvenile fiction
have kept silence if she had been allowed. Beyond an added touch of
dignity, there was no change in her manner towards her younger sister,
but, strange to say, the culprit was by no means satisfied to escape so
easily. Maud suffered from an insatiable desire to be observed, and--so
to speak--live in the public eye. If she could be observed with
admiration, so much the better, but given a choice between being
disgraced or ignored, she would not have hesitated for the fraction of a
moment. Better a hundred times to be scolded and denounced than to be
passed by in silence as if one were a stick or a stone. So it happened
that when Rowena treated her with stately indifference, Maud found it
impossible to keep silent.
"You might as well say it out!" she declared, wriggling about in her
seat, and pouting her lips with an air of offence. "I hate people who
bottle things up when all the time you see them fizzling inside. I
suppose you're furious with me about what I said."
Rowena drooped her eyelids, and smiled a smile of haughty detachment.
"It is a matter of perfect indifference to me _what_ you say."
"It was quite true!"
"Perfectly true. I should be the last person in the world to accuse you
of imagination."
"You _were_ furious. You went white with rage, and he saw it as well as
me. Now, I suppose you'll tell mother, and stop me going to the chase."
"I should not dream of interfering with your plans. It is a matter of
perfect indifference to me whether you go or stay."
"But,"--Maud's eyes positively bulged with excitement--"I might say
something else. You never know."
"Possibly you might. What then? Do you really imagine, my dear Maud,
that anyone notices what _you_ say!"
Maud wriggled and spluttered, trying in vain to think of something
scathing to say in return. Compared with this lofty indifference the
most violent denunciations would have been enjoyable. "Nobody noticed
what she said!" Rowena could not have launched an arrow which would
have rankled more bitterly. For the remaining hours of that day Maud
crept about with a melancholy hang-dog expression, taking little or no
part in the general conversation.
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