Eugene Aram — CompleteLytton, Edward Bulwer Lytton, Baron
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Eugene Aram — Complete
Lytton, Edward Bulwer Lytton, Baron
Aram, Eugene, 1704-1759 -- Fiction
“My Lord,” said Aram, in a voice which, in spite of its calmness,
betrayed that he was affected, “it seldom happens to a man of my
secluded habits, and lowly pursuits, to have the philosophy he affects
put to so severe a trial. I am grateful to you--deeply grateful for
an offer so munificent--so undeserved. I am yet more grateful that it
allows me to sound the strength of my own heart, and to find that I did
not too highly rate it. Look, my Lord, from the spot where we now stand”
(the moon had risen, and they had now returned to the terrace): “in the
vale below, and far among those trees, lies my home. More than two years
ago, I came thither, to fix the resting-place of a sad and troubled
spirit. There have I centered all my wishes and my hopes; and there may
I breathe my last! My Lord, you will not think me ungrateful, that my
choice is made; and you will not blame my motive, though you may despise
my wisdom.”
“But,” said the Earl astonished, “you cannot foresee all the advantages
you would renounce. At your age--with your intellect--to choose the
living sepulchre of a hermitage--it was wise to reconcile yourself to
it, but not to prefer it! Nay, nay; consider--pause. I am in no haste
for your decision; and what advantages have you in your retreat, that
you will not possess in a greater degree with me? Quiet?--I pledge it
to you under my roof. Solitude?--you shall have it at your will.
Books?--what are those which you, which any individual possesses, to
the public institutions, the magnificent collections, of the metropolis?
What else is it you enjoy yonder, and cannot enjoy with me?”
“Liberty!” said Aram energetically.--“Liberty! the wild sense of
independence. Could I exchange the lonely stars and the free air,
for the poor lights and feverish atmosphere of worldly life? Could I
surrender my mood, with its thousand eccentricities and humours--its
cloud and shadow--to the eyes of strangers, or veil it from their gaze
by the irksomeness of an eternal hypocrisy? No, my Lord! I am too old
to turn disciple to the world! You promise me solitude and quiet.
What charm would they have for me, if I felt they were held from
the generosity of another? The attraction of solitude is only in its
independence. You offer me the circle, but not the magic which made it
holy. Books! They, years since, would have tempted me; but those whose
wisdom I have already drained, have taught me now almost enough: and
the two Books, whose interest can never be exhausted--Nature and my own
Heart--will suffice for the rest of life. My Lord, I require no time for
consideration.”
“And you positively refuse me?”
“Gratefully refuse you.”
The Earl walked peevishly away for one moment; but it was not in his
nature to lose himself for more.
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