Domestic fiction; New England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
"I must settle the question once for all," she said to herself. And she
did settle it; and with it she settled another question which went
farther and deeper. "Ye are not your own; ye are bought with a price:
therefore glorify God in your body, and in your spirit, which are
God's." Would a chance to lead an easy, pleasant, even useful life in
the house of her friend cover for her all the ground which this command
covered? She did not need a long time to consider the answer. The past
she did not regret. It was well that she had gone with Mrs Wainright.
She knew that she had helped the mother and the children to a better
knowledge of each other, and she trusted also that she had done
something towards encouraging in them a desire for a higher knowledge--
the knowledge which God alone can give. She was glad in looking back;
but could she look forward and see that she had any special work for
these young people which their mother might not do better than she did?
And might she not be taking out of the mother's hands work the doing of
which would be for her good as well as for theirs?
And then as to herself. Was "an easy time," with only light duties--
which could hardly be called work in any right sense, amid the luxury
which she had learned to like so well that now she missed it--was this
what she ought to accept for herself as the best and highest? Did she
owe no more than this to Him Who had bought her with a price? She was,
in a sense, quite alone, and at her own disposal, free from all ties of
relationship or friendship, such as might interfere with any work to
which she gave herself. She could teach. That had been her plan
always, and her sister's plan for her, because teaching undertaken and
pursued in a right spirit might be made a part of the highest work of
all. This Eunice had coveted for her; she had coveted it for herself.
Yes; the faithful doing of such work might be made work for the Master.
Had she lost her desire to have a part in this work? she asked herself.
Had her easy life among the pleasant things of the last few years done
her this evil? She had many thoughts about it, and, after a time, she
had some talk with Mrs Stone about it also.
"No; I don't think you are spoiled. Your life could not have been a
very easy one. Anyway, it hasn't spoiled you. You had good work to do
over there and you did it pretty well, I expect, or they wouldn't want
you back again. In one way it has helped you. Yes, I think you could
now do good work in a better way for the advantages you have had, and
you are bound to do it. If you don't, your privileges may become a
snare to you, and you may get to be satisfied with a kind of work lower
than the highest you are capable of. `No man liveth to himself,' you
must remember."
"And the highest work I seem to be capable of, is to teach."
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