“Naturally. Why should you? You have not felt it, you cannot feel
it, it does not belong in your world. With a hundred thousand words
I should not be able to make you understand what fear is. How then
am I to explain death to you? You have never seen it, it is foreign
to your world, it is impossible to make the word mean anything to
you, so far as I can see. In a way, it is a sleep----”
“Oh, I know what that is!”
“But it is a sleep only in a way, as I said. It is more than a
sleep.”
“Sleep is pleasant, sleep is lovely!”
“But death is a long sleep--very long.”
“Oh, all the lovelier! Therefore I think nothing could be better
than death.”
I said to myself, “Poor child, some day you may know what a pathetic
truth you have spoken; some day you may say, out of a broken heart,
‘Come to me, O Death the compassionate! steep me in the merciful
oblivion, O refuge of the sorrowful, friend of the forsaken and the
desolate!’” Then I said aloud, “But this sleep is eternal.”
The word went over her head. Necessarily it would.
“Eternal. What is eternal?”
“Ah, that also is outside of your world, as yet. There is no way to
make you understand it.”
It was a hopeless case. Words referring to things outside of her
experience were a foreign language to her, and meaningless. She was
like a little baby whose mother says to it, “Don’t put your finger
in the candle flame; it will burn you.” Burn--it is a foreign word
to the baby, and will have no terrors for it until experience shall
have revealed its meaning. It is not worth while for mamma to make
the remark, the baby will goo-goo cheerfully, and put its finger in
the pretty flame--once. After these private reflections I said again
that I did not think there was any way to make her understand the
meaning of the word eternal. She was silent awhile, turning these
deep matters over in the unworn machinery of her mind; then she gave
up the puzzle and shifted her ground, saying:
“Well, there are those other words. What is good, and what is evil?”
“It is another difficulty. They, again, are outside of your world;
they have place in the moral kingdom only. You have no morals.”
“What are morals?”
“A system of law which distinguishes between right and wrong, good
morals and bad. These things do not exist for you. I cannot make it
clear; you would not understand.”
“But try.”
“Well, obedience to constituted authority is a moral law. Suppose
Adam should forbid you to put your child in the river and leave it
there overnight--would you put the child there?”
She answered with a darling simplicity and guilelessness:
“Why, yes, if I wanted to.”
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