Eustace Marchmont: A friend of the peopleEverett-Green, Evelyn
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Eustace Marchmont: A friend of the people
Everett-Green, Evelyn
West Country (England) -- Fiction
The old man came out to her, looking bent and aged, but with a light in
his eyes which Bride saw at once.
“Is he better?” she asked eagerly; and the answer was curious.
“I trust and hope that he is, my lady. I think that he has prayed.”
“Prayed?” repeated Bride, her eyes lighting in quick response. “Ah,
Abner!--then he must indeed be better!”
“I think he will die,” said Abner, with quiet calmness; “but what
matters the death of the corruptible body, if the spark of immortal
life and love be quickened in the soul? My lady, in his ravings of
fever my boy has laid bare his soul to me--all the terrible darkness,
all the wild hatred, all the fearful thoughts which went to prompt
that last dread act of his life. But he has told other things as well.
He has told how, whilst he sat alone upon the wreck, gloating over
the crime he had committed, he saw an object in the water, and knew
that one of his victims was near him. I cannot paint that scene as he
has painted it in his ravings, but I think I see it all. He turned
his light upon the victim, and he saw the face of Mr. Marchmont, his
friend. Then I think he saw his handiwork as it appears in the sight
of God. He saw himself the blackest of sinners, and with a prayer on
his lips that he might be permitted to make this atonement, he sprang
into the water to strive and save Mr. Marchmont, who else must surely
have been sucked back into the cruel quicksands lying so close at hand.”
“Ah!” cried Bride softly, “I said so--I thought so!”
“So he tied himself to the vessel--ah! he has been acting it all so
fearfully, that I can see it as though I had been there!--he flung
himself into the sea and grappled with the floating figure, trying
to pull it to the wreck and place it in safety. Ah! how he must have
struggled with the wind and tide that were fighting against him! but
in his mortal agony he turned in prayer to the God he had despised and
defied, and prayed to Him that this life--this one life--might be given
to him. Ah! how many times has that prayer passed his lips to-day--‘God
help me! God give me strength! God be merciful to me, a sinner!’ He
knows not what he says now, but he knew it when he lifted his heart
in prayer in the hour of his extremest need. It was not for his own
life he prayed, but for the life of the one he sought to save. I truly
believe that in those terrible moments he lived through a lifetime
of agony and repentance. God does not measure time as we do. I think
He will accept those moments of agonised penitence as He accepted
the repentance of the thief upon the cross. I think he looked to his
Saviour in that hour of mortal weakness and despair, when life and all
seemed slipping away. Last night was the witness of the crowning sin of
his reckless life, yet I believe, by the grace of God, it was witness,
too, of a penitent malefactor turning towards Him at the last. This
gives me more hope and joy than I have ever known before for him.”
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