Eustace Marchmont: A friend of the peopleEverett-Green, Evelyn
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Eustace Marchmont: A friend of the people
Everett-Green, Evelyn
West Country (England) -- Fiction
True, she had not grown up in actual ignorance of the questions
beginning to agitate the world, but hitherto she had regarded them, as
it were, from an infinite distance: they had not penetrated to her own
sphere. She could regard them in perspective, and moralise upon them in
an abstract fashion totally distinct from that which confronted her,
now that they had in a sense intruded into her very home, and risen
up in altogether unexpected proportion before her eyes. Calm as she
appeared to the eyes of those about her, remote and aloof as Eustace
felt her to be, dwelling in a world of her own, and hardly awake to
the throbbing life of that other world of which he was a member,
she was in reality far more aware of its pulsating life than he ever
dreamed, and far more perplexed by the problems of the times than
he as yet suspected. Pity and love for the humble and poor had been
instilled into Bride’s heart by her mother from her earliest years,
and it was a lesson not likely to be ignored now that she was left so
lonely and desolate in her palatial home. Towards her father she felt
a deep and reverential affection and compassion, and they had drawn
a very little nearer together during this time of common sorrow; but
the habits of a lifetime are seldom broken through, even when there
is willingness to break them, and the Duke found himself unable to
open his heart to his young daughter, as he had learned to do to his
gentle wife, even when he was conscious that if the effort could be
made it would be abundantly rewarded. He was gentle towards her, and
more tender than he had ever been in his life before, but there was no
impulse of confidence between them. It was just as hard for Bride to
try to speak to him out of her heart (as she had been wont to do to her
mother) as for him to cast off his reserve before her; so that when
perplexities arose within her, the girl had to fight them out alone,
and increasingly hard did she find the battle as day by day fresh
thoughts and problems presented themselves before her mental vision.
Mr. St. Aubyn might have helped her, but she was timid of seeking him
out. She felt towards him a deep and reverential affection. She had
always hung upon his words when he visited her mother, and the two
talked together long and earnestly of the coming crisis in the world’s
history of which both were keenly conscious, and for which both were
preparing themselves in different measure. But the girl had never
opened her own heart to the clergyman, or indeed to any person except
her mother, and she did not know how to make the first advance now,
although feeling often in sore need of guidance and help.
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