Eustace Marchmont: A friend of the peopleEverett-Green, Evelyn
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Eustace Marchmont: A friend of the people
Everett-Green, Evelyn
West Country (England) -- Fiction
“No, Eustace,” she said, not ungently, as he tried to take her hand.
“You must not speak to me so. It is not right. It is not even manly.
I think you can know very little of me when you speak of offering
yourself to me body and soul, or tell me that you care for nothing
else if you can have my love. Do you think I can love any one, save
with the love of a deep pity, who can place a mere earthly love before
everything else, and talk as though his soul were his own to give
into the keeping of another? Do you think I like to hear you say that
you would even abandon a cause which seemed to you holy and just and
right, simply because you think I may not approve it? Do you wish to
make of me your conscience-keeper? O Eustace! think what such words
mean!--think what treachery they imply, not only to God but to man, and
I am sure you yourself will be ashamed of them.”
“I can think of nothing but that I love you, Bride,” broke in Eustace,
hotly and passionately, his heart moved by the wonderful beauty of the
woman before him; her utter unconsciousness of the wild passions of
love and tenderness stirring within him only rousing him to a sense of
wilder resolve to win her at all cost. “I love you! I love you! I love
you! All my religion, all my faith, all my happiness here or hereafter
are comprised within the limits of those three little words. I love
you! Surely you will not tell me in return that you hate me, and would
spurn me from your presence. O Bride, my life, my love! do not say that
you have no love to give me in return.”
There was something so appealing in his voice that her heart was
touched with compassion, though with no answering response. She let him
possess himself of her hand, but it lay cool and passive in his hot
clasp.
“I do not hate you, Eustace--why should I? I do not hate any living
thing. I do not spurn you. I do not spurn your love.”
“My darling, ten thousand thanks for that sweet word. If my love is not
spurned, surely it will some day be returned! Bride, you will at least
let me hope that?”
“I cannot help what you hope,” she answered, with childlike frankness.
“But, Eustace, I do not think I can ever love you as you wish, and
I can never, never, never be your wife unless I do. I like you as a
cousin; but indeed that is all. I do not understand what it is that
makes you wish to marry me. We should be very unhappy together--I am
quite sure of that.”
“Ah! no, Bride! Do not speak so. Unhappy, and with you!”
“I should be very unhappy,” answered the girl steadily, “and you
_ought_ to be, Eustace, if you really knew what love meant.”
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