English fiction -- 19th century; Tailors -- Fiction
This was another of the many forms of intoxication to which
circumstances subjected the poor lover. In Fallowfield, among
impertinent young men, Evan’s pride proclaimed him a tailor. At Beckley
Court, acted on by one genuine soul, he forgot it, and felt elate in
his manhood. The shades of Tailordom dispersed like fog before the full
South-west breeze. When I say he forgot it, the fact was present enough
to him, but it became an outward fact: he had ceased to feel it within
him. It was not a portion of his being, hard as Mrs. Mel had struck to
fix it. Consequently, though he was in a far worse plight than when he
parted with Rose on board the Jocasta, he felt much less of an impostor
now. This may have been partly because he had endured his struggle with
the Demogorgon the Countess painted to him in such frightful colours,
and found him human after all; but it was mainly owing to the hearty
welcome Lady Jocelyn had extended to him as the friend of Rose.
Loving Rose, he nevertheless allowed his love no tender liberties. The
eyes of a lover are not his own; but his hands and lips are, till such
time as they are claimed. The sun must smile on us with peculiar warmth
to woo us forth utterly—pluck our hearts out. Rose smiled on many. She
smiled on Drummond Forth, Ferdinand Laxley, William Harvey, and her
brother Harry; and she had the same eyes for all ages. Once, previous
to the arrival of the latter three, there was a change in her look, or
Evan fancied it. They were going to ride out together, and Evan, coming
to his horse on the gravel walk, saw her talking with Drummond Forth.
He mounted, awaiting her, and either from a slight twinge of jealousy,
or to mark her dainty tread with her riding-habit drawn above her
heels, he could not help turning his head occasionally. She listened to
Drummond with attention, but presently broke from him, crying: “It’s an
absurdity. Speak to them yourself—I shall not.”
On the ride that day, she began prattling of this and that with the
careless glee that became her well, and then sank into a reverie.
Between-whiles her eyes had raised tumults in Evan’s breast by dropping
on him in a sort of questioning way, as if she wished him to speak, or
wished to fathom something she would rather have unspoken. Ere they had
finished their ride, she tossed off what burden may have been on her
mind as lightly as a stray lock from her shoulders. He thought that the
singular look recurred. It charmed him too much for him to speculate on
it.
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