English fiction -- 19th century; Tailors -- Fiction
Running through Beckley Park, clear from the chalk, a little stream
gave light and freshness to its pasturage. Near where it entered, a
bathing-house of white marble had been built, under which the water
flowed, and the dive could be taken to a paved depth, and you swam out
over a pebbly bottom into sun-light, screened by the thick-weeded
banks, loose-strife and willow-herb, and mint, nodding over you, and in
the later season long-plumed yellow grasses. Here at sunrise the young
men washed their limbs, and here since her return home English Rose
loved to walk by night. She had often spoken of the little happy stream
to Evan in Portugal, and when he came to Beckley Court, she arranged
that he should sleep in a bed-room overlooking it. The view was sweet
and pleasant to him, for all the babbling of the water was of Rose, and
winding in and out, to East, to North, it wound to embowered hopes in
the lover’s mind, to tender dreams; and often at dawn, when dressing,
his restless heart embarked on it, and sailed into havens, the phantom
joys of which coloured his life for him all the day. But most he loved
to look across it when the light fell. The palest solitary gleam along
its course spoke to him rich promise. The faint blue beam of a star
chained all his longings, charmed his sorrows to sleep. Rose like a
fairy had breathed her spirit here, and it was a delight to the silly
luxurious youth to lie down, and fix some image of a flower bending to
the stream on his brain, and in the cradle of fancies that grew round
it, slide down the tide of sleep.
From the image of a flower bending to the stream, like his own soul to
the bosom of Rose, Evan built sweet fables. It was she that exalted
him, that led him through glittering chapters of adventure. In his
dream of deeds achieved for her sake, you may be sure the young man
behaved worthily, though he was modest when she praised him, and his
limbs trembled when the land whispered of his great reward to come. The
longer he stayed at Beckley the more he lived in this world within
world, and if now and then the harsh outer life smote him, a look or a
word from Rose encompassed him again, and he became sensible only of a
distant pain.
At first his hope sprang wildly to possess her, to believe, that after
he had done deeds that would have sent ordinary men in the condition of
shattered hulks to the hospital, she might be his. Then blow upon blow
was struck, and he prayed to be near her till he died: no more. Then
she, herself, struck him to the ground, and sitting in his chamber,
sick and weary, on the evening of his mishap, Evan’s sole desire was to
obtain the handkerchief he had risked his neck for. To have that, and
hold it to his heart, and feel it as a part of her, seemed much.
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