English fiction -- 19th century; Tailors -- Fiction
“Only go!” and then she found him gone, and she stooped lower to the
glass, to mark if the recent agitation were observable under her eyes.
There, looking at herself, her heart dropped heavily in her bosom. She
ran to the door and hurried swiftly after Evan, pulling him back
speechlessly.
“Where are you going, Evan?”
“To Lady Jocelyn.”
The unhappy victim of her devotion stood panting.
“If you go, I—I take poison!” It was for him now to be struck; but he
was suffering too strong an anguish to be susceptible to mock tragedy.
The Countess paused to study him. She began to fear her brother. “I
will!” she reiterated wildly, without moving him at all. And the quiet
inflexibility of his face forbade the ultimate hope which lies in
giving men a dose of hysterics when they are obstinate. She tried by
taunts and angry vituperations to make him look fierce, if but an
instant, to precipitate her into an exhibition she was so well prepared
for.
“Evan! what! after all my love, my confidence in you—I need not have
told you—to expose us! Brother? would you? Oh!”
“I will not let this last another hour,” said Evan, firmly, at the same
time seeking to caress her. She spurned his fruitless affection,
feeling, nevertheless, how cruel was her fate; for, with any other save
a brother, she had arts at her disposal to melt the manliest
resolutions. The glass showed her that her face was pathetically pale;
the tones of her voice were rich and harrowing. What did they avail
with a brother? “Promise me,” she cried eagerly, “promise me to stop
here—on this spot—till I return.”
The promise was extracted. The Countess went to fetch Caroline. Evan
did not count the minutes. One thought was mounting in his brain—the
scorn of Rose. He felt that he had lost her. Lost her when he had just
won her! He felt it, without realizing it. The first blows of an
immense grief are dull, and strike the heart through wool, as it were.
The belief of the young in their sorrow has to be flogged into them, on
the good old educational principle. Could he do less than this he was
about to do? Rose had wedded her noble nature to him, and it was as
much her spirit as his own that urged him thus to forfeit her, to be
worthy of her by assuming unworthiness.
There he sat neither conning over his determination nor the cause for
it, revolving Rose’s words about Laxley, and nothing else. The words
were so sweet and so bitter; every now and then the heavy smiting on
his heart set it quivering and leaping, as the whip starts a jaded
horse.
Meantime the Countess was participating in a witty conversation in the
drawing-room with Sir John and the Duke, Miss Current, and others; and
it was not till after she had displayed many graces, and, as one or two
ladies presumed to consider, marked effrontery, that she rose and drew
Caroline away with her. Returning to her dressing-room, she found that
Evan had faithfully kept his engagement; he was on the exact spot where
she had left him.
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