English fiction -- 19th century; Tailors -- Fiction
There was peace in Mr. Goren’s shop. Badgered Ministers, bankrupt
merchants, diplomatists with a headache—any of our modern grandees
under difficulties, might have envied that peace over which Mr. Goren
presided: and he was an enviable man. He loved his craft, he believed
that he had not succeeded the millions of antecedent tailors in vain;
and, excepting that trifling coquetry with shirt-fronts, viz., the red
crosses, which a shrewd rival had very soon eclipsed by representing
nymphs triangularly posed, he devoted himself to his business from
morning to night; as rigid in demanding respect from those beneath him,
as he was profuse in lavishing it on his patrons. His public boast was,
that he owed no man a farthing; his secret comfort, that he possessed
two thousand pounds in the Funds. But Mr. Goren did not stop here.
Behind these external characteristics he nursed a passion. Evan was
astonished and pleased to find in him an enthusiastic fern-collector.
Not that Mr. Harrington shared the passion, but the sight of these
brown roots spread out, ticketed, on the stained paper, after supper,
when the shutters were up and the house defended from the hostile outer
world; the old man poring over them, and naming this and that spot
where, during his solitary Saturday afternoon and Sunday excursions, he
had lighted on the rare samples exhibited this contrast of the quiet
evening with the sordid day humanized Mr. Goren to him. He began to see
a spirit in the rigid tradesman not so utterly dissimilar to his own,
and he fancied that he, too, had a taste for ferns. Round Beckley how
they abounded!
He told Mr. Goren so, and Mr. Goren said:
“Some day we’ll jog down there together, as the saying goes.”
Mr. Goren spoke of it as an ordinary event, likely to happen in the
days to come: not as an incident the mere mention of which, as being
probable, stopped the breath and made the pulses leap.
For now Evan’s education taught him to feel that he was at his lowest
degree. Never now could Rose stoop to him. He carried the shop on his
back. She saw the brand of it on his forehead. Well! and what was Rose
to him, beyond a blissful memory, a star that he had once touched?
Self-love kept him strong by day, but in the darkness of night came his
misery; wakening from tender dreams, he would find his heart sinking
under a horrible pressure, and then the fair fresh face of Rose swam
over him; the hours of Beckley were revived; with intolerable anguish
he saw that she was blameless—that he alone was to blame. Yet worse was
it when his closed eyelids refused to conjure up the sorrowful lovely
nightmare, and he lay like one in a trance, entombed—wretched Pagan!
feeling all that had been blindly; when the Past lay beside him like a
corpse that he had slain.
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