Virginia -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction
“That is better,” responded Dorothy. “I fully believe you when you
say you did not mean to do an unmanly thing. For the rest, I cannot
see that your situation is at all a perplexing one, except as you
needlessly make it so.”
“I confess I do not understand you,” replied Kilgariff, “and yet
I cannot explain my difficulty in understanding without in effect
repeating my error and emphasising it. I should be rejoiced to know
that there is no foundation for the fears that I have been entertaining
without any right to entertain them.”
“Are you sure of that? Would you really rejoice to know that Evelyn
Byrd’s sentiments toward you are only those of friendship?”
“I believe so. It would involve a good deal of distress to me, of
course; but I count the other consideration as supreme. It would
enable me to feel that I am privileged to go away from here carrying
my burdens on my own back and allowing no straw’s weight to fall upon
the shoulders of the only woman in the world that I ever loved or ever
shall.”
Dorothy made no reply in words. Instead, she turned her great, brown
eyes full upon him and looked at him for the space of twenty seconds,
in a way that brought a flush to his face. Then, still making no direct
reply to anything he had uttered, she said:—
“I am very greatly displeased with you, Owen Kilgariff. And I am very
greatly disappointed.”
She rose to withdraw, but Kilgariff stopped her, and with eager
earnestness demanded:—
“Why, Dorothy?”
“I do not wish to explain.”
“But you must. It is my right to demand that. If you go away after
saying that, and without explaining what you mean, you will do me a
grievous injustice—and you hate injustice.”
“Perhaps I ought not to have said precisely what I did. I ought to have
remembered that you are morbid; that by your brooding you have wrought
yourself into a diseased condition of mind. When you recover, you will
understand clearly enough that it is every honest man’s privilege to
woo where his heart directs. He must woo honestly, of course, but the
honest wooing of a man is no wrong and no insult to a maid. Only a
morbid self-consciousness like your own could imagine otherwise.”
“Then you would wish me to—”
“I wish nothing in the case. I have said all that I shall say. If I
have spoken severely, it has been because I have little patience with
your diseased imaginings. I don’t think I like you very well just now.”
She left him to think.
XXIV
EVELYN’S BOOK
LATE that day, came a letter and a parcel from Evelyn to Dorothy. In
the letter the girl wrote:—
I am going to stay here at Branton for two or three more days. That
is because I do not want to be with you while you are reading the
book I have written for you. Two or three days will be enough for the
reading. Then I am going back to Wyanoke. I have been over to the
hospital camp every morning, so I don’t need to tell you that I am
perfectly well.
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