Fair play : $b a novelSouthworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
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Fair play : $b a novel
Southworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
American fiction -- 19th century
“Captain Yetsom,” said Spear, speaking earnestly and seeking to meet the
eye of the commander of the _Xyphias_, “if you will give me the freedom
of your deck during this engagement, I promise you upon my sacred honor
that I will take no part in it against you or for your enemy. I owe the
dogs who deserted me no love or service, Heaven knows! And even should
circumstance place it in my power to harm you, or aid them, I will do
neither. I swear it in the hearing of high Heaven!”
Captain Yetsom looked into the eyes that had been seeking his so
earnestly, and saw in them such good faith as won his confidence.
“Well—I will trust you,” he said, and hurried off to his duties.
Spear had promised no more than this.
All through the exciting chase he had remained a silent, inactive
spectator, brooding mournfully over—what?
Officers and men, passing rapidly on their hurried errands, sometimes
glanced at this sombre figure like a statue there, and wondered
carelessly what his thoughts and feelings might be.
And what were they in truth? Who could tell? Was his love for the old
flag stealing over him? Did he remember how his father, now in his
grave, had sailed and served under it for more than forty well-spent
years? How that brave and patriotic father had taught him to love and
honor it as the emblem of his nation, the safeguard of liberty, the
_ægis_ under which the oppressed of all the earth found or hoped to find
protection? Or did he remember his own stainless and promising youth
when he had been the pride of his father, the joy of his mother, the
idol of his brothers and sisters, and the very life’s life of her, the
fair one, dearer than all the rest, who was to have been his wife, but
from whom the sins of his manhood had utterly divided him.
Ah, seduced by evil counselors, misled by specious arguments, tempted by
ambition, and weakened by that growing vice, he had suffered himself to
be drawn in and hurried down into that malebogle, in which so many
brave, misguided spirits perished! He had deserted the old Flag—he had
raised his hand against it!
I cannot speak here with assurance, for I gathered these antecedents of
this man from another source than his lips; but I think it must have
been memories like these that caused the sobs and tears that shook his
broad chest and flowed down his bronzed cheeks as he stood again under
the old Flag, among the men who were fighting for it. I say no one could
read his heart or tell his thoughts and feelings; but many saw his
actions and heard the few words he uttered.
“God have mercy on me, what have I been doing? God forgive me, for I
have been mad, I think!”
While he had been standing thus absorbed, entranced, by the memories of
the past and the pains of the present, the storm of battle had been
gathering all around him.
The ships had been manœuvring and were now abreast of each other,
pouring in their broadsides.
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