She had shown talent in the school where she had started in Ireland, and
had taken a scholarship and had come to Paris to study, to venture
unprepared and quite wildly into the student life, to struggle on small
means and insufficient food uphill toward art. She displayed in talking
a touching confidence in herself and worship of beauty, as well as a
simple and loyal attitude toward life in general. She occupied a
furnished room near the studio and, as she expressed it, "fished for
herself." She was the oldest of seven children, with a weight of
responsibility on herself. Her father's salary was ridiculous, she told
him, not enough to bring up one hungry child well, much less half a
dozen.
"I thought that I could support myself with my art," she told Fairfax,
"and that I should soon be _arrivee, lancee_, but to-day, when the
criticism discouraged me and I knew that I should have to write home for
money soon, well ... I'd not like to tell you what strange fancies
came." She lifted up her finger and pointed at the river as it lay
between its shores. "And now," she glanced at him, "when you tell me,
too, that I am no good at painting!"
"I haven't said that," remonstrated Fairfax; "but don't let's talk about
work now, what do you say? Let's have a holiday."
They walked up the Palace over the cobbles of the courtyard and paused
to look back at the Route de Paris, that Miss Nora Scarlet might
thoroughly picture the procession of the fish-wives and the march of the
Paris populace up to Versailles, where the people swept its violent sea
over the royal courts and the foam rose to the windows where royal faces
whitened against the panes. Nora Scarlet and Fairfax wandered through
the great rooms, part of the tourist crowd. The handsome man limped, a
student's stoop across his shoulders, by the side of the small blond
girl with her student cape and her soft hat, her hair like chrysanthemum
petals. Fairfax took occasion in the portrait room to tell her that she
looked like a Greuze. Nora Scarlet was an appreciative sightseer.
"Oh, if I could only paint," she murmured, "if I could only paint!" and
she clasped her woollen gloves prayerfully before the portraits of the
Filles de France. But the Nattiers and the Fragonards mocked her, and
the green portfolio under Fairfax's arm mocked her still more. Side by
side, they penetrated into the little rooms where a Queen lived,
intrigued, loved, and played her part. And Fairfax had his envies before
Houdon's head of Marie Antoinette.
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