He took off his heavy overcoat and muffler, rubbed his hands, which were
taking on their accustomed dirt and healthy vigour, poured out a glass
of milk from the bottle on his window sill, and drank it, musing. The
Company had acted well to him. The paymaster was a mighty fine man, and
Antony had won his interest long ago. They had advanced him a month's
pay on account of his illness. He brushed his blonde hair meditatively
before the glass, settled the cravat under the low rolling collar of his
flannel shirt. He was a New York Central fireman on regular duty, no
further up the scale than Molly Shannon--as far as Nut Street and the
others knew. Was there any reason why he should not marry her? She had
harmed herself to do him good. He was reading his books on mechanics, a
little later he was going to night school when his hours changed; he was
going to study engineering; he had his yard ambitions, the only ones he
permitted himself to have.
It was four o'clock of the winter afternoon, and the sunset left its red
over the sky. Through his little window he saw the smoke of a locomotive
rise in a milky column, cradle and flow and melt away. The ringing of
the bells, the crying note of the whistles, had become musical to
Fairfax.
There was no reason why he should not marry the Irish girl who doled out
coffee to railroad hands.... Was there none? The figure of his mother
rose before him, beautiful, proud, ambitious Mrs. Fairfax. She was
waiting for his brilliant success, she was waiting to crown him when he
should bring his triumphs home. The ugly yards blurred before his eyes,
he almost fancied that a spray of jasmine blew across the pane.
He would write--
"Mother, I have married an Irish girl, a loving, honest creature who
saved my life and lost her own good name doing so. It was my duty,
mother, wasn't it? I am not striving for name or fame; I don't know what
art means any more. I am a day labourer, a common fireman on an engine
in the Albany yards--that's the truth, mother."
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