They remained at the watering-place for a month or two, then started off
again; this time for a lively seaside town where Paulina had arranged to
meet friends; then, as the autumn drew on, to country-houses in the
hunting districts, for the elder girl was a good horsewoman, as indeed
was Clodagh also. What true Irish girl is not?
It was all very pleasant and exciting and the cousins enjoyed it, yet
sometimes Paulina declared herself tired and wishful for a rest, even
though her journeys were accomplished with the smallest possible
trouble. The variety of their visits called of course for constant
renewal of dresses and additions to them, but never did the two
spell-bound trunks seem too full, and every time she packed and
unpacked, Clodagh thought with inexpressible gratitude of the "fairy
lady," as to herself she called her, and her bestowal of the strange
secret.
"But for her, I could not have managed," she often reflected. "I should
have had to give it up--it would not have been fair to Paulina, and then
where could I have gone, for home in my own country I have none? And oh,
how, through all the novelty and amusement and excitement of
travelling, in spite of the kindness I meet with, oh how I sometimes
long to be in dear grandmother's old turret room, listening to the faint
whirr of her spinning-wheel, and the louder sound of the waves breaking
on the cliffs below! I can feel the breeze that always blew in if the
casement in the deep window-seat was open; I can taste the salt flavour
of the spray that sometimes on stormy days flew up to where I sat! Oh
dear old home! I wonder if Paulina ever feels about it in the least as I
do?" and then she would fall to wishing that she could somehow earn
money enough to buy back the old "eyrie," and be its little châtelaine.
"How I would enjoy receiving Paulina, and making _her_ enjoy it!"
But for these day-dreams she had not much leisure, and she knew that she
should not indulge in them. Still the longing was always there, and as
time went on it grew more persistent and intense.
"It is just home-sickness," thought Clodagh, and she felt that she must
not give way to it.
"I wish I could meet 'Cousin Felicity' again," she often said to
herself. "She was so wise. I am sure she would advise me how to keep
cheerful and content. And yet she must have understood, for I remember
her asking me if I loved my home very dearly."
The weeks and months and almost the years--for one had fully gone, and
the second since Clodagh's arrival on this side of the water was well on
its way--passed, and then one day came little looked-for tidings.
The cousins were just then again at St. Aidan's, which Paulina, who had
great faith in its waters, made a point of visiting once or twice a
year. One morning, when Clodagh came in from doing some little
commissions on the Parade, she found her friend, pale as death, half
fainting in her chair, an open letter in stiff, formal writing on her
knee.
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