"How long you have found it!" he says, with some regret. He is
honestly pained, and his eyes grow darker. Looking at him, she sees
what she has done, and, though ignorant of the very meaning of the
word "love," knows that she has hurt him more than he cares to
confess.
"I have been happy,--quite happy," she says, sweetly, coloring warmly
as she says it. "You must not think I have found the time you have
been with me dull or dreary. Only, I am afraid Clarissa will miss me."
"I should think any one would miss you," says Dorian, impulsively. He
smiles at her as he speaks; but there is a curious mingling of sadness
and longing and uncertainty in his face. Laying one arm round her,
with his other hand he draws her head down on his breast.
"At least, before we go, you will kiss me once," he says,
entreatingly. All the gayety--the gladness--has gone from his voice;
only the deep and lasting love remains. He says this, too,
hesitatingly, as though half afraid to demand so great a boon.
"Yes; I think I should like to kiss you," says Georgie, kindly; and
then she raises herself from his embrace, and, standing on tiptoe,
places both hands upon his shoulders, and with the utmost calmness
lays her lips on his.
"Do you know," she says, a moment later, in no wise disconcerted
because of the warmth of the caress he has given her in exchange for
hers,--"do you know, I never remember kissing any one in all my life
before, except poor papa, and Clarissa, and you."
Even at this avowal she does not blush. Were he her brother, or an
aged nurse, she could scarcely think less about the favor she has just
conferred upon the man who is standing silently regarding her, puzzled
and disappointed truly, but earnestly registering a vow that sooner or
later, if faithful love can accomplish it, he will make her all his
own, in heart and soul.
Not that he has ever yet gone so deeply into the matter as to tell
himself the love is all on his own side. Instinctively he shrinks from
such inward confession. It is only when he has parted from her, and is
riding quietly homeward through the wistful gloaming, that he
remembers, with a pang, how, of all the thousand and one things asked
and answered, one alone has been forgotten. He has never desired of
her whether she loves him.
CHAPTER XXV.
"Love set me up on high: when I grew vain
Of that my height, love brought me down again.
* * * * *
"The heart of love is with a thousand woes
Pierced, which secure indifference never knows.
* * * * *
"The rose aye wears the silent thorn at heart,
And never yet might pain for love depart."--TRENCH.
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