"No, not angry," he says. And indeed the anger has gone from his
face,--her very touch has banished it,--and only a great and lasting
sadness has replaced it. Perhaps for the first time, at this moment
she grasps some faint idea of the intensity of his love for her. Her
eyes fill with tears.
"I think--it will be better for you--to--give me up," she says, in a
down-hearted way, lowering her lids over her tell-tale orbs, that are
like the summer sea now that they shine through their unwonted
moisture
"Tears are trembling in her blue eyes,
Like drops that linger on the violet,"
and Dorian, with a sudden passionate movement, takes her in his arms
and presses her head down upon his breast.
"Do you suppose I can give you up now," he says, vehemently, "when I
have set my whole heart upon you? It is too late to suggest such a
course. That you do not love me is my misfortune, not your fault.
Surely it is misery enough to know that,--to feel that I am nothing to
you,--without telling me that you wish so soon to be released from
your promise?"
"I don't wish it," she says, earnestly, shaking her head. "No, indeed!
It was only for your sake I spoke. Perhaps by and by you will regret
having married some one who does not love you altogether. Because I
know I could not sit contentedly for hours with my hand in any one's.
And there are a great many things I would not do for you. And if _you_
were to die----"
"There! that will do," he says, with sudden passion. "Do you know how
you hurt, I wonder? Are you utterly heartless?"
Her eyes darken as he speaks, and, releasing herself from his
embrace,--which, in truth, has somewhat slackened,--she moves back
from him. She is puzzled, frightened; her cheeks lose their soft
color, and--
"With that, the water in her eie
Arose, that she ne might it stoppe;
And, as men sene the dew be droppe
The leves and the floures eke,
Right so upon her white cheke
The wofull salt teres felle."
"I don't want to hurt you," she says, with a sob; "and I know I am
_not_ heartless." There is a faint tinge of indignation in her tone.
"Of course you are not. It was a rather brutal thing my saying so.
Darling, whatever else may render me unhappy, I can at all events find
comfort in the thought that you never loved any other man."
"But I did," says Miss Broughton, still decidedly tearful: "you must
always remember that. There was one; and"--she is plainly in the mood
for confessions--"I shall never love you or any one as I loved him."
"What are you going to tell me now?" says Dorian, desperately. He had
believed his cup quite full, and only now discovers his mistake. Is
there a still heavier amount of misery in store for him? "Is the worst
to be told me yet?" he says, with the calmness of despair, being quite
too far gone for vehemence of any description. "Why did you keep it
from me until now?"
"I didn't keep anything," cries she: "I told you long ago--at least,
I----"
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