"How strange that she should look so joyful at any good befalling me! Am
I St. Udo Brand, who was at odds with all the world? or have I been
changed into a man with a human heart, to be prized by a noble woman? Is
this a revised and improved edition of St. Udo? Have I got out
of that bitter, reckless being, and, after ages of toiling in a black,
demon-crowded abyss for my sins have I re-entered the world to be
simple, and beloved, and happy? O Thou who saved me from annihilation,
will that this be true!
"Lady, will you not tell me your name?"
"You called me 'Perdita' when I thought the pest was drifting you from
my arms farther--farther, and yet the closer into my heart--call me
Perdita still. Oh, my darling, to think that after all I have won you
from the gates of death!"
"How long have we loved each other, Perdita? Why do these deep gray eyes
hide themselves from me? Why does that flush creep to brow and gentle
cheek? What a dear face! what a holy face! I hope that it will beam upon
me until I die! What is it that she says?"
"I found you smitten with the plague, and, taking care of you, because
there was no one else who had such a right, as the Marplot of your life,
you came to think me some one whom you loved, and to call me Perdita. It
was one of your fancies."
"I hope it will develop into a reality. I shall pinion your wings,
bright seraph, to keep you by me."
"Hush! hush! You are wandering away again."
"Keep by me, my love--Perdita! oh, keep by me!"
"As if I would ever leave you, while I could make one moment lighter for
you."
"Ah, well! Remember you have promised that."
He sinks softly down among his pillows with a sigh of ineffable peace;
his Perdita wipes the tears of joy from his face, and rearranges the
light coverings.
A soft wind is blowing through the half-closed windows, from over the
quiet water clasped within the arms of the coral reef, and the dreamy
strains of a military band creep from a gallant war-ship out in the bay;
and in the beautiful twilight the graceful boats are shooting in and out
from cedar groves to the white huts standing on the edge of the reefs
like Grecian temples, and the lovely scene is calm as the smile on the
face of the sick man.
The mosquito-net is drawn close around the invalid's bed, and his nurse
sits within the fold, and watches him until he sinks to sleep. And then
she bends her head until it touches his lissom hand, and, weeping much
in her deep thankfulness, she too sinks to slumber--well earned and long
denied.
The same hour next evening St. Udo Brand comes to himself again from the
mystic depths of fever, and sorrow, and importunate desire, to see the
same tender vision watching over him, and to breathe the same sweet
perfume of fresh-culled flowers, and to feel the same restful joy which
broke the darkness of his weary trance before.
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